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My Mind Unfolded
DMT
by ColtDan
Citation:   ColtDan. "My Mind Unfolded: An Experience with DMT (exp87166)". Erowid.org. May 3, 2021. erowid.org/exp/87166

 
DOSE:
  repeated oral Alcohol (liquid)
    smoked DMT (powder / crystals)

BODY WEIGHT: 11 st


First DMT Experience

I'm not very experienced with psychedelics, I've smoked loads of weed and done magic mushrooms a few times, but thats it. After reading about DMT and listening to Joe Rogan and Terence Mckenna's speech about it on Youtube, I wanted to try it.

[Erowid Note: Two samples of powder (even of the same chemical) with equivalent volumes won't necessarily weigh the same. For this reason, eyeballing is an inaccurate and potentially dangerous method of measuring, particularly for substances that are active in very small amounts. See this article on The Importance of Measured Doses.]

Tried it last night whilst drunk (stupid, I know) got home around 2am after being around town drinking in pubs, sat on my sofa and loaded up my pipe with quite a lot...I'm guessing around 70mg. This seemingly stupid drunken act turned out to be one of the most profound beautiful experiences ever.

I used a pipe, took a big hit and held it for around 15 seconds.... Lit again and managed to take the second and hold it....tried for a 3rd but I dropped the pipe.........


....looked at the tv and it started to split apart, morph and change into geometric colored patterns. Colors I cant even describe. Everything looked holographic. Everything was shaking. All the people on the screen came out and came up into my face...It felt like I had been blasted off into space. My mind unfolded. Everything started to melt and change, morph, twist, in a strange order, kind of mechanical, it was random yet complex and kind of in order, reality itself complete blew apart and everything was psychedelic as fuck. There was a huge feminine feel about the whole thing.

The only thing on my mind was 'this cant be happening, this cant be happening, what have I done' it scared the shit out of me.

Then I remembered to be calm, ride with it. Something/somebody said to me... 'are you ready... Are you ready???' and I was like yes. Then wooooosh I was GONE.

I don't remember much after that, but there were aliens and these things right up in my face, they loved me and wanted me to be in they're dimension. I swear I caught a glimpse of some kind of budda, I think hes the person who asked me if I was ready. This female 'being' fucked me, I'm not sure how, I just remember being mentally fucked by this entity. She loved me. They spoke in weird hums and words I couldn't understand, as I came back to reality my whole body was shaking and quivering like I had some weird orgasm, then for 10 minutes after that I felt like I was tripping on magic mushrooms. I couldn't stop laughing and giggling. I sat there for about 5 minutes saying to myself.... 'what the fuck just happened? What the FUCK?' then I had the most euphoric feeling ever,

I remember as I came down I stood there with my arms outstretched and my head tilted back feeling like I had just gone to the moon, or saved the world or something, so euphoric. My heart was hammering away like a machine gun. The end was like a 'shroom trip for 10 minutes, I sat there looking at my arms and it was like they didn't even belong to me.

I have a small-ish amount left, and I'm going to acquire some more and try it sober in a different setting. It's truly beautiful

Exp Year: 2010ExpID: 87166
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: 22 
Published: May 3, 2021Views: 140
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