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The Mind Of God
Pharmahuasca (B. caapi, Harmaline & DMT)
by The Centre
Citation:   The Centre. "The Mind Of God: An Experience with Pharmahuasca (B. caapi, Harmaline & DMT) (exp87444)". Erowid.org. Sep 22, 2018. erowid.org/exp/87444

50 mg smoked DMT (freebase)
    smoked Banisteriopsis caapi (extract)
  33 mg smoked Harmaline (freebase)


50mg Ultrapure DMT infused into Banisteriopsis Caapi 11x extract sprinkled with 33mg pure Harmaline Freebase

A good friend created alchemical Gold. Pure perfection extracted from the most sacred of plants. He decided I was worthy of accepting this powerful sacred creation. I was passed this fate on by God himself. The following is the story of what happened, or at least that which I can write down, as most is so impossibly complex that language is nothing but poetry describing something so infinitesimally beautiful and powerful that no human being can possibly convey the power and beauty experienced.

I walked down a path at my local beach and the power of the ocean was immense that day. Some of the biggest waves to hit our coastline in a long time. I met two people, one of which lost an entire arm and leg, and traveled to the Amazon rainforest and did Ayahuasca. Now mind you, I have only met one other person in my entire life who even know what Ayahuasca is, as I live in a small town, so, there was no coincidence that I met another person who did Ayahuasca, the very same day I acquire DMT for the first time.

I decide to load up my pipe with the DMT infusion, and I prayed to God to bless my journey and keep my soul safe, and to show me the truth I need to see. I started pulling, deep, deeper, deeper, until I inhale the full dosage in a single hit. (I have iron lungs, and it was really smooth, pure DMT.) I close my eyes and keep it in till I can feel take off. I exhale.

The very first thing I experience is an opening of a infinite dimentional book. It unfolds, showing everything that exists in both the microcosmic and macrocosmic scale, from the biggining to the end. This was the mind of God. Inside, I saw what is most important to me in my life, and my priorities shifted straight back to where they should be in an single instant.
I saw what is most important to me in my life, and my priorities shifted straight back to where they should be in an single instant.
I was starting to be split in two. The book kept being unfolded in front of me. (After the experience I was enlightened to know that this book was the Akeshic records, and that every religious text was based on this.)

As I was pulled in the two poles, I found my conciousness residing in the middle, with the top folding over me and folding back, and repeating this cycle over and over again, until I realized that the point is not to be at the bottom (Hell), or the top (Heaven), but in the middle (Life). At least for now, until I die, then I can chose which side I want to be at, but for now, it is best to be in the middle.

This was all finished with me exclaiming: There is too much for me on this planet! I cannot go now! And I slowly started to reform into being again, again being shown the Akeshic records, and then me being back in my body. I opened my eyes, and everything was still like after eating 10g of magic mushrooms. This entire process lasted over 20 minutes, and it took another 2 hours before open eye visuals didn't dominate everything, and not not until the next day for closed eye visuals to become less overwhelming. In fact, when going to sleep that night, closed eye visuals was still stronger than any I have experienced on 5g of mushrooms.

I have never been so at home in my own skin before, and a few days after the experience (yesterday) I surfed for a full 9 hours, and surfed better than I have in my entire life.

Exp Year: 2010ExpID: 87444
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: 18 
Published: Sep 22, 2018Views: 960
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