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Most of the Memories Are Very Happy Ones
by essentrik
Citation:   essentrik. "Most of the Memories Are Very Happy Ones: An Experience with MDMA (exp87802)". Apr 30, 2019.

T+ 0:00
50 mg oral MDMA (capsule)
  T+ 0:00   oral Alcohol - Hard  
  T+ 1:30 100 mg oral MDMA (capsule)


First Time User

I took half a pill at 1am at a party a few night ago. In 30 minutes I was feeling fantastic. Nothing was bad, nor could it ever be bad. I wanted to be around everyone I was with, I wanted to move and touch people and wish that everyone was as happy as I was.

I took a few shots of tequila, which I didn't feel at all. About an hour later I took a whole capsule orally and waited. It took less time to hit me than the previous dose. I was floored after this one, I have a few memories of the next 2 hours, and most of them are very happy ones. I walked and walked and I didn't want to stop.

3 hours after the initial dose I was at home and it was 4am. I didn't get to sleep until 6am, slept until 8am and woke up feeling just as irritable as I had before I fell asleep. The after effects of the alcohol started to finally hit me and I felt sort of dizzy. I noticed that I had ground my teeth so hard I cut up the inside of my cheek. I got to sleep finally almost 24 hours after the initial dose, with little naps taken in between. I felt like shit the entire day, useless, sad, irritable, all around bad. I drank alot of water and hung out with my friends and that kept me in a sane mood.

Over 48 hours have passed and I feel good today. No noticeable side effects, aside from not totally being as happy as I think I could be.

Exp Year: 2010ExpID: 87802
Gender: Female 
Age at time of experience: 21 
Published: Apr 30, 2019Views: 420
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