DOSE:	repeated	oral	Alcohol
	0.5 tablets	oral	MDMA

BODY WEIGHT:

175 lb

I took ecstacy a lot while in high school, and quit for sometime when I graduated. This halloween weekend, I took a trip to jackson, ms.

Upon arriving there, I met up with a couple of friends who were going to a football game and then a party. I went along for the ride. After the game, we started drinking. I started out with some beers and moved to some vodka shortly after. After a couple drinks, one of my buddys asked did I wanna pop some exstacy. It was a red superman that he had brought back from houston a week earlier. I had been arrested for possession of cannabis earlier that year and made to go to drug classes where I learned a lot of pma and other trashy drugs were passed off as mdma. Because of this I vowed to stay away from all pills. Well my decision making skills were completely thrown out of the window from the alcohol and I made the dumbest decision to go ahead and take my friend up on his offer and split the pill with him.

So we cut the pill in half with a razor blade and popped. About 30 minutes later I started feeling the effects. I started grinding my teeth and was bombarded with a feel good feeling. After about an hour and 15 minutes things started to go left. I could barely focus on anything, my eyes were rolling, and I just felt overwhelmed. Not overwhelmed like an anxious feeling but this high was too much for me to handle. All I could do was lay down close my eyes and try to sleep it off, although I could not go to sleep. So there I lay, eyes closed, sweating, and couldnt stop rubbing my face and listening to the conversations around me. I then started to feel guilty about things I have done in the past. Guilty about small things. Guilty about telling white lies that didnt hurt anyone.

About 4 hours later I felt the effects of the pill starting to subside. I could finally get up, and conversate with people. I could still feel it but it was nowhere as strong as it was earlier. I could now function whereas when I first took the pill I could do nothing but sweat and keep rubbing my face.

Today is nov 2, and I popped oct 30. I still feel the effects. I feel very dumb. I have trouble focusing. Trying to go to sleep is a very difficult task. I was suppose to submit some papers and assignments for class and I cant even stay focused enough to read my text book. I feel terrible and depressed. Staying still even seems to be difficult at times. Alcohol seems to bring back the 'rolling' feeling. I have never had these feelings for this long and I pray to god that they subside soon.

Exp Year: 2010	ExpID: 88059
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 26
Published: Jun 29, 2021	Views: 710
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