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Best Feeling of My Life
4-Methylmethcathinone (Mephedrone)
by Ryan
Citation:   Ryan. "Best Feeling of My Life: An Experience with 4-Methylmethcathinone (Mephedrone) (exp89007)". Erowid.org. Jan 20, 2011. erowid.org/exp/89007

 
DOSE:
250 mg oral 4-Methylmethcathinone (capsule)
BODY WEIGHT: 120 lb
[Erowid Note: A substance(s) in this report might be identified incorrectly. Erowid reviewers question the author's identification of the drug described. Although the report is included in the collection, the substance might be something other than the author believed it to be.]

First let me start off by saying, this legal drug is very addictive; as I thought I couldn't become addicted myself. I was wrong and I have accepted that I was addicted from start but I am able to control it now.

To the real deal now, it was new years eve, approximately 11:30 PM. My buddy Mickey had been talking to me about this drug for quite some time before and I was finally curious enough to try it. So I called him up and asked if he could get me two .25g capsules of meow/Mephedrone. As soon as he left my place I asked him what I should be worrying about, he just said grinding teeth and dry mouth; so drink water and STAY HYDRATED!. I drank a glass of water, and then popped one pill at 11:48 PM. I decided to put on a movie and wait for the effects to kick in. I had smoked some weed about 6 hours prior, and had eaten lots of food.

Mood/Mindset before effects: happy, a little bored, interested in experiencing a new drug. Good outlook on life, happy with it, satisfied with friends, family and personal life. No sadness of anything. Doubt free.

Its about 2:00 AM, I didn't still didn't feel anything. I decided to go down stairs and get some thing to eat or drink, but I couldn't think of anything. So I stood at my pantry as I started seeing the outlines of the door projecting outwards. I thought I was just seeing stuff because it was dark. But I stood there some more and all of a sudden, my body was completely weightless and I had such extreme euphoria to the point of where I was moaning and laughing. I Closed my eyes and saw very beautiful weird colors and patterns.

I thought I didn't really hallucinate, so I opened them and my vision was morphing and waving like water. There were really instance abstract patterns like in a kaleidoscope. I was quite fascinated as I had never done any amphetamine type or hard drug. I was so amazed by what I saw that I actually kinda freaked out. I decided to try and eat something but I couldn't decide AT ALL. I got a drink of wine, kinda liked it, but I didn't really want to drink it. My whole body felt good and tingled. As I went upstairs, my vision was trailing and everything was faster. I had alot of energy but I wanted to continue my movie and relax. While watching, a sudden jolt of sexual arousal came upon me. I was really aroused but couldn't get an erection. I started feeling extreme euphoria again, as I then called Mickey I told him I loved him and we should hang out more. I felt so peacefully connected with everyone and the world.

After about an hour since the effects came on, I start realizing more about life and everything else. I had a spiritual connection for about 15 minutes and I felt the spirits enter me, tell me what I wanted to know, and left me. I called my other friends as I told them I loved them as well. I felt a passion for music but didn't want to listen to it.

Time passed by extremely fast as it was already 4:10. I felt pretty drained of physical energy and psychological energy. I decided to go to bed at around 4:40, I laid there for about two and a half hours with my eyes closed. All still while seeing morphing/water type closed eye visuals. I finally fell asleep and slept for around only 3 hours. When I woke up, I was extremely depressed and I wanted to take the other pill right then and there. But I read up on side effects and just learned to deal with it. I realized that I actually became addicted pretty quickly and easily, but since I know now I can control it. Overall, the experience was the best thing in my life. I am pretty sure that nothing could ever top it. I was at the climax of PURE ECSTASY with Life and Love.

I will definitely use this drug again and cautiously. I will let you know that I took only one capsule of .25g Mephedrone. I would take a dose like this again, cause this fucked me up extremely bad in a good way. Just because this drug might be legal, do NOT underestimate this drug as I thought I could never be addicted to this or anything. It is extremely addictive and will most likely make you want to re-dose.

Your first come down may make you depressed. I took my second one with a little bit of alcohol and didnt have one at all. Be safe and have a good time!

Exp Year: 2010ExpID: 89007
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: 17
Published: Jan 20, 2011Views: 9,764
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