Citation: Harvey G.. "We Are Purified Upon Death: An Experience with DMT & Cannabis (exp89371)". Erowid.org. Mar 16, 2018. erowid.org/exp/89371
This happened this summer, it was one of the most beautiful experience of my life.
I arrived at my friends place to him and another buddy walking outside, looking at the stars. I got outta my car and asked what they were up to. My other friend who was over said they were hanging out with Andy Deem. I had no idea what they were talking about. I had stopped by to blaze a little and chill, but when I heard they had DMT I was immediately filled with curiosity and a bit of nervousness. I had never really tripped on any traditional psychedelics, just a few scary salvia trips and some wasted time on DXM.
Fast forward about 20 minute. I had a glass bowl packed with some dank, and this off white powder sprinkled on top. Some light music was playing. I cornered the bowl with the lighter and inhaled as deeply as I could. I took 2 big hits before it was cashed. I just held it in after the second toke and closed my eyes.
Interlocking hexagons began to form. They were red and orange, changing colors and moving into each other. I felt like I was swimming upwards, through the hexagons. I felt like I was flying. I kept seeing these vaulted domes of red and orange, constantly changing. It brought me to something I can only describe as the sphinx, brilliant and radiating. I kept going through the domed ceilings getting higher and higher. Completely amazed.
I kept going through the domed ceilings getting higher and higher. Completely amazed.
I came to the deity. Living breathing geometric energy. It was a mother and a father, but they were one. They looked into me and said that I belonged there, and at that moment, I felt feelings of love, warmth, and acceptance. I belonged there and it was blissful. I remember feeling like I was on the verge of finding some universal truth, like I was being given some divine knowledge. I remember pure white energy being driven into my chest. I remember my whole psyche being dissected and analyzed.
I was beginning to come down. I felt like I was falling back to earth. The deity kept trying to hold me with it, but I kept slipping away. They kept telling me to come back. That I belonged there, but I was coming back to reality. I remember opening my eyes, seeing the room warp and breath, but steadily returning back to normal. My friends were all there. The one whose house it was said he knew I went somewhere good since I was grinning the whole time. I told him that I went to the afterlife, that humanity is mere corrupted energy, and that we become purified upon death. I was no longer afraid.
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