Citation: Napoleon. "We Realize We Are Not Going to Die: An Experience with DMT & Cannabis (exp89645)". Erowid.org. Apr 28, 2021. erowid.org/exp/89645
First Your Gonna Die...
We felt like we were dying... Me and my friend W were smoking as much DMT and cigarette ash as we could stand out of this mushroom bowl, made out of bone, from Mexico. We took maybe two huge tokes each. Now we'd been smoking little bits of it to test it out for an hour or so, but this was done on a bowl of weed. Smoking DMT on cigarette ash lets me know I'm only getting the effects of the DMT.
So we take these two huge tokes, and the first thing I feel is the strength just run out of my body and I lay my head back to enjoy the trip. W my friend however has taken an even bigger toke than me, and taps me on the shoulder to let me know that he is about to die. He throws me his phone and asks me to look up how he can die from DMT. I tell him its alright I already looked it up and we're not gonna die, just give it 5 minutes. I kept repeating this phrase 'just give it 5 minutes' to him and myself, as I began to die also. My body suddenly felt like I was having cold sweats, and a fever, so I started to rip my clothes off (I had a huge coat and a hoodie on as the heater was off) I open my eyes to see W ripping the TV cord out of the wall (we were watching a comedy and apparantly they were laughing at him). All the while I am seeing and feeling energy all around him and myself, as if I were out of my body, but I had to maintain or we would both die.
I feel as if I am outside my body when I close my eyes, and when I open them all I see is W rolling on the floor, and jumping onto his bed telling me he loves his mother and he doesnt want to die. As the feeling starts to go away and we realize we are not going to die, the feeling leaves entirely. This was about 2 minutes later, but it took 30 mins to write this experience so whats that tell you.
Time meant nothing after I hit DMT. I felt feel like I was going to die, but didn't worry I would. Afterwards I felt as if I had forgotten what it was like to be alive, and am grateful to be alive. I ate the best meal, and drank the sweetest orange juice I had ever tasted after dying and coming back to my humble existence thanx to DMT. W did not die, and we still smoke DMT, although now we can enjoy it cause we know that dying is part of the experience. Even tho its only been a day, I feel like I've lived a lifetime.
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