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I Wish This Drug Did Not Exist
4-Methylmethcathinone
Citation:   spoiz. "I Wish This Drug Did Not Exist: An Experience with 4-Methylmethcathinone (exp90484)". Erowid.org. Mar 9, 2019. erowid.org/exp/90484

 
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200 mg oral 4-Methylmethcathinone (capsule)
BODY WEIGHT: 125 lb
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I should have done better research before using this. But the truth is, I am a seasoned tripper/psychedelic user and have also dabbled an experienced meth and MDMA. But the experience this drug gave me was beyond my wildest dreams.

I took 200 mg in capsule form at 10:30 at night. The effects hit me rather quickly and within 30 minutes I was feeling as if I had taken MDMA. 2 and a half hours later I began feeling unbelievably euphoric and loved everything as if I was on a very intense LCD trip without the visuals. Music was incredible and over the next 7 hours I moved around with the people I was with and could not have felt better. The feeling was great because we all felt the love/harmony/oneness that hallucinogens give us, yet we were trying to use words to describe the feelings.

At around 8 am, 10 hours after ingestion, Our minds began to fall apart completely. We were losing the euphoria and trip, yet we still had the compulsion to talk about it. We were losing our speech, but we still tried to hang on to the good feelings we had before. At this point, 3 people tried to lay down and fall asleep. 2 of these people had only taken about 50 mg, while the rest of us had taken 200. NOBODY could sleep.

I kept telling myself and everyone else that if we just eat and give it a few hours it will just go away. NO. We could not sleep for 36 hours after taking the drug. It was more intense than meth, but we were completely drained of everything. There was no peace. I eventually tried to lay down, and once I had stopped moving, the dark battle in my own head began. I did not feel, but knew that it was the worst moment of my life. I was hallucinating terrible things because of my lack of sleep.

As a person who really loves the enlightenment that hallucinogens can give you, I will say that this drug is the most powerful and worst I have encountered. It's terrible.

Exp Year: 2010ExpID: 90484
Gender: Female 
Age at time of experience: 24
Published: Mar 9, 2019Views: 3,457
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