LSD & Pharmahuasca (B. caapi & DMT)
Citation: Korey. "Eternity as the Gaian Entity of Totality: An Experience with LSD & Pharmahuasca (B. caapi & DMT) (exp91410)". Erowid.org. Mar 19, 2021. erowid.org/exp/91410
After I drank the water from the phial, and swallowed the tea from the most beautiful vines of which the natives brew, I vaporize the spice, and take it all in one sizeable inhalation. I am aware of separation of body and spirit almost instantly. The music is no longer objective, it's become subjective and I am riding the sounds in my living room. As each note carries my body in complete blissful vibration, I realize each sounds is also birthing objects right before my eyes, and as the sound dies, the objects too, die. I observe ravishing geometric patterns reminescent of 'The Koch Snowflake' (or star) with an infinite amount of glowing traces reaching across the boundaries of these objects, intersecting each other an infinite amount of times forming smaller geometric arrangements within the object itself. These objects looked as if they were made of gold or jewels, and they vibrated heartedly with gold tints. It was as if preflight I could perceive the correlation between vibrations and existence's relationship with mathematics.
Not only do I feel myself leaving my body, but I am propelled into a familiar realm of keyed up and frenzied space excursion through a familiar method of travel. My 'soul' soars through this vortex full of geometric decorations along the surrounding walls and dome. I travel upward through this place, with a tremendous amount of force guiding me. I explode into empty space out of this vortex and feel as if I had expanded infinitely outward into every direction in space and time, as if my consciousness had seeped into every corner of the universe. I journey more into empty space, and above me I observe a figure made up of geometric ornaments and markings which ultimately encompassed billions of links within their flawless boundaries, aiming toward the direction of where I just traveled from. I float up towards this figure and I get the impression that I am reaching the boundaries of whatever dimension we or our minds are confined to.
I am boundless now, existing in space and experiencing the familiar timelessness one could only describe as eternity. I had the feeling I could go and journey more into eternity and space, but something anchored me . There was a hecatonicosachoron which rested perfectly on the being's forehead, and more links cascaded from it in every direction towards me, pulling me. The beauty of this object was astounding, exploding with blue, purple, green, and gold light. The pull becomes more intense, and any resistance I may have wielded quickly subsided, and it's energy and mine resonated together, and I perceived an extensive amount of information being instilled into me. As I make my way upwards to it I am immeditately pulled in and for a few seconds observe visions of hyperspace travels past, understanding that I had just been invited into this being's consciousness, it welcomed me humbly.
I am now It, and subsequently, I and It were synonymous to each other. It was I, and I was It. Billions of energized links emit from my new self, all vibrating in perfect synchronism and stretching across empty space straight towards where I had traveled from, all converging on one center point, connecting to each living organism on Earth. Trying my hardest not to be confounded by it, I became aware of a familiar link, one which was illuminated by the most electric blue. Glowing, pulsating, and cascading from my mouth downwards into the boundaries I was removed from. With each beat of my heart, the link pulsated and sent a surge of absolute love and endless understanding and empathy to my newfound body. The feeling associated with the sharing of energy between the being, and my body is truly ineffable. The vision lasted an eternity. I had become everything in this dimension. I became the entity of the totality of Earth and its living inhabitants and each one of those billions of organisms are traces, edges, patterns, planes, methods, and saturations of a consummate gem of which beauty knows no limit.
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