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Euphoric Emptyness
DXM & MDMA (Ecstasy)
Citation:   Kartik. "Euphoric Emptyness: An Experience with DXM & MDMA (Ecstasy) (exp9222)". Erowid.org. Nov 10, 2020. erowid.org/exp/9222

1 tablet oral MDMA (pill / tablet)
  150 mg oral DXM (liquid)

[Erowid Note: Driving while intoxicated, tripping, or extremely sleep deprived is dangerous and irresponsible because it endangers other people. Don't do it!]

I was at a friends house along with 6 people all planning to take ecstasy. We each all took 1 pill of some good ecstasy. I had taken one from the same batch 2 months ago so I knew it was good. I ate a meal around 5:30 and then took the X at 7 after a long talk with my girlfriend at my friend's house. She agreed to drop with us. After about 20 minutes after we took the E, I drank about 2/5ths of a Robutussin Maximum Strength cough syrup bottle. Since I don't weigh that much and I am sensitive to DXM that amount would equate to about a low second plateau dose.

After about 40 minutes my friends were getting slightly pissed off since the X wasn't hitting them. However my girlfriend(N) just got slammed by it and she was loving it. I only had some mild to strong nausea at times with some slight dizzyness. N went on and on about how great our relationship is working out with everything else that's going on in her life and how happy she is to be with me. Her talk seemed very amusing to everyone else especially since she would take a break from talking non-stop for a few minutes to give me a kiss on the cheek.

As the X started to hit 2 of the others my girlfriend went to talk with them. I would constantly go towards a mirror to see if my pupils were dilated and they weren't. I was getting really paranoid yet I was very laid back. Once I noticed I was getting contradictory feelings for 20 minutes I knew something was taking place in my mind. The nausea was slowly reducing. I then felt a sharp launch in my head. It was an hour and a 15 minutes after I took the X. I knew it was the X rush kicking in. I dimmed all the lights in the house and put on some music on low volume and lay back on a couch enjoying the euphoric feeling.

By now everyone was rolling and they all agreed that it was very good E. They all knew that I was feeling different from them. I wasn't feeling that euphoria I get from X. The ecstasy euphoria is a force fed feeling that makes me happy about everything. I wasn't happy about everything. I was happy about something.

Around 9:30 I was feeling the DXM come on very strong. I looked around for any visuals that I might get but didn't see any. I just got the common DXM space hallucination. The room I was in was a space ship. If I closed my eyes I would see patchy white blobs floating. It was truly out of this world. There was also a lot of framing probably due to the stony feel of DXM and the nystagmus from the X.

At 10 O clock I lost all perception of reality. Everything was a part of a dream. I was in a car around 10:30. I got the weirdest hallucinations. We were driving down a deserted road with trees covering both sides. The trees would suddenly appear right in the middle of the road and then inside the car itself. The trees would shrink and appear inside the car right next to me. These lilliputian hallucinations would happen with just about everything. The ecstasy gave feeling induced hallucinations like I was touching the hallucinatory trees inside the car. In actuality I was rubbing my friends hair but I was too fucked up to recognize that.

At 11:30pm the hallucinations stopped. From that time till around 2:00 pm in the afternoon of the next day I had the 'drippy' feeling. The hangover wasn't even a hangover. It was still remnants of the peak feeling of the night. The day after that was a hangover. I'm imagining this must have been really bad for my brain seeing it was in all a 3 day experience. I got a lot out of it though because many times I got to look deep inside myself and also into many things that are close to me in my life. Many of the visions and dreamy states I had are inexplicable.

I took my temperature the next day after the experience and noticed I had a 102 temperature and my pupils were dilated for 2 days straight. I also had blood shot eyes for some time. It was a great experience but the physical effects was too much to handle after the experience. I had to drive the next day somewhere and could barely perform the task. Everything for the next week felt like I was doing it for the first time including walking the next day. Use caution.

Exp Year: 2001ExpID: 9222
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Nov 10, 2020Views: 1,265
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