Citation: pnot. "Disolving Reality Unexpected Potentiation: An Experience with LSD & Methylone (exp93721)". Erowid.org. Sep 13, 2017. erowid.org/exp/93721
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21:30 - I mix 240 mg of bk-MDMA (methylone) with water and drink.
I've done this several times in the recent past, and it always makes me feel very nice. There is nothing heavy about this experience, just a pleasant body high and feeling of well being. This time, I decided to make the experience a little more interesting by adding a small dose of LSD. The methylone should ensure a good experience, I thought, and the small LSD dose wouldn't seriously blow my mind. Would it?
22:00 - The methylone has kicked in very nicely. I eat about 2/3 of a tab of LSD. Each tab supposedly contains 120 ug.
22:30 - I'm thinking that this LSD isn't doing very much. I go out to smoke the joint I had rolled before. I come back inside and sit back on the couch.
Suddenly, it hits.
We were talking about the nature of reality, and the old question of 'why is there something rather than nothing?' Suddenly, the concept of existence is mind-boggling. My visual field is breaking up into moving blurs. My thoughts are out of control, as if the depth and complexity of anything I choose to consider is utterly overwhelming. During this, I am able to speak coherently, not showing any outward signs of the storm that is raging within.
The objective observer within is intact, and I can still make sense, but the mind that I am observing is in chaos. Reality seems to be an illusion, and it's breaking up all around me. I ask that my sitter continue to speak to me in order to keep me grounded. I request that we discuss something very concrete and mundane, because all this philosophical speculation is causing much distress.
2:30 - We both go to bed. I drift in and out of sleep until about 8:00, when we both get up. I go back down for a long nap later. It is now 15:00, and I am still feeling some aftereffects.
This has been an unexpectedly heavy and bizarre experiment, and not pleasant. I expected that the methylone would guarantee a good trip, but instead what I believe happened was that the elevated energy provided by it was hijacked by the LSD, creating an uncontrollable gush of disturbing thoughts.
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