Citation: fundamental_agnostic. "Almost Dissapeared Completely: An Experience with Ketamine, Lorazepam & Cannabis (exp93867)". Erowid.org. Jul 18, 2017. erowid.org/exp/93867
||Pharms - Lorazepam
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This nights experimentation is about the combination of Lorazepam, Cannabis and Ketamine.
Person: I graduated in Spring this year (it's the end of november now) and had a perfect summer. I'm in a scholarship programm which provides a very good supply, yet I have a great amount of freedom and the project's work for me is on a hold for some weeks now, so I have plenty of free time to experiment. I also tapped a quasi-unlimited supply source for almost every common, and a lot of rare drugs (some people might know what I am speaking about). I have a history of drug use even before I discovered that source, including infrequent or single use of LSD, Mushrooms, DXM, Salvia, Benzos, Cocaine, Amphetamines, Ritalin, Modafinil and MDMA. Additionally I use Cannabis almost daily. During the last month, I got a few doses of almost of these substances and additionally of DOC, 2c-b, Lorazepam, DMT and Ketamine.
Set&Setting: In my apartement in a generally good mood.
The evening before I tripped with a friend on LSD and vaporized DMT and Cannabis in the course of the evening. The trip was nice but I couldn't sleep until 10am, so I slept the whole day until 5:30 pm and woke up still tired, but in a good mood. Since I only tried Benzos once in my life, I decided today would be a good day to test the Lorazepam in combination with Cannabis and Ketamin.
Starting at 11pm at my girlfriends apartement.
(T+0:00): I take a 1mg Lorazepam pill before leaving the apartement. I have been taken LSD, Cannabis and DMT the night before and I slept through the whole day, so at this point, I was awake for ca 6 hours, but even so still feel a little tired. After 10 minutes of walking, I arrive at my home, so far not feeling anything.
(T+1:00): No real effects so far. Maybe a little dizzy, but very subtle.
(T+2:00): The dizzyness got a little stronger, but still not much of an effect. I am feeling generally happy and a little tired as before taking the drug, but no euphoria. I start wondering if this drug only works for people with anxiety problems. Since I don't have any, maybe I won't even feel a big difference. The same happens to me with other drugs, i.e. Cocaine and Amphetamines don't really work for me. I am pretty confident in general, I guess that's why I don't get that massive confidence rush other people get. Psychedelic kind of drugs have much bigger effects on me
(T+2:30): Just washed my dishes. I feel a little bit lazy and cold. While washing plates I realized I got a little sloppy and missed some parts here and there, I guess more then I would sober. I will now start to vaporize 250mg of medium grade weed.
(T+3:30): I am feeling a nice high from the weed. I get some munchies and eat some sweets lying around here. I spend the last half hour writing a person description fittingly for this place, which turned out to be a harder then first thought. I start to realize that this writing is all about myself and think about that fact a little. Can't really distinguish any difference from a normal weed high now and I suspect I could also feel a little LSD afterglow coming back with the weed.
I will start to play with some music.
(T+4:30): I am generally unfocused and can't really get into anything. I will add 50mg Ketamine to the mix now, which I will snort. I will also smoke the rest of a joint, containing appr. 150mg of weed. I turn on music on my headphones.
(T+5:45): The Ketamine gave the night an interesting turn. It seems to work really well with the Lorazepam. After snorting the Ketamine and smoking the joint I lied on my couch for an hour and felt like on the edge to a k-hole. When closing my eyes, my body felt like wrapping and after some time almost like disappearing completely. I still could hear the music and was able to open my eyes, if I wanted to, but with closed eyes I felt completely chilled, like floating. I will redose another 30mg Ketamin now and smoke a little weed and Cannabis-oil in a small pipe.
(T+6:40): The last hour was mostly blissfull thinking about my life, my future options and some related fantasies. It's good times, but it runs fast. I can recommend this combination. On the negative site, my memory works really really bad. I had a feeling of having forgotten everything one moment. I think it will be kind of hard to get a permanent insight out of this, due to the bad memory. I just went to the toilet and my body feels very „'drunken-like“. A little like on a second plateau DXM trip. In contrast, typing and articulating is surprisingly easy. I have a feeling of hunger but no appetite nor motivation to actually eat. I put down the music and think about watching an episode of Southpark and sleep after. I start feeling tired.
(T+8:30): Watched some Southpark and lurked the Internet a little. Also ate something right now. I am still feeling tired and will go to bed now.
A pleasant combination, but unfortunately not really insightful. All these drugs mess with your short-term memory and so I forgot a lot of the things I actually thought about, which is a pitty, because I had some really interesting ideas. I hope these ideas will manifest in my subconsciousness in some way nonetheless.
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