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Ecstatic Erotica
Citation:   Lizardess. "Ecstatic Erotica: An Experience with MDMA (exp94365)". Erowid.org. May 3, 2019. erowid.org/exp/94365

1 bump insufflated MDMA (powder / crystals)
  1 capsl rectal MDMA (liquid)
  1 capsl oral MDMA (powder / crystals)
  0.5 capsls rectal MDMA (liquid)
    smoked Cannabis  
Husband and wife, planned for a night full of intense love-making and celestial spiritual connection. Started the evening by splitting one size 00 capsule, obviously cut with lactose, to start the night off with a bump nasally (Shortly before 11pm). Because it stings a bit, a small amount of “pre” bump in each nostril helps to numb the nostrils in preparation for the full line. The drip can be a bit much when we're not used to it, but once our bodies were vibrating with pure 'ecstacy' (pun intended), we mixed one more capsule each in a 10mL syringe filled with normal saline and injected it rectally (administered at Midnight).

Wife: Here's my experience... Within 5 minutes, I could taste the metallic saline in my mouth from the rectal administration and knew the wave was about to begin. (Don't judge, research it. Not every substance can be done rectally, so it's nice when I can avoid the entire nose thing altogether.) Within 5 minutes of tasting the saline, I immediately felt a rush similar to the coming up out of the seat of a roller coaster at the top of the first hill after the initial drop, when my stomach comes back up into my throat. This feeling continued for several minutes along with a sensation of mild pulsations radiating outward from my core, all the way out to my fingers and toes. I then ingested one whole size-00 capsule. This will take a while to make its way through my first pass metabolism and will be kicking in, though a bit more mild, once my rectal dose has started to fade.

After agreeing we were each in a really good place, we began by simply sitting, face-to-face, me straddling his lap, holding each other. While listening to some amazing music with really good, driving rhythm, our bodies began moving together to the beat, almost dry-f%#&*@g. We explored each other with our hands, rubbing, caressing, pinching, scratching, hair pulling. I felt every single thing he was doing with such intensity it made me want to cry with happiness. I would catch my breath with each unanticipated movement of his hand. My skin longed for his every new touch from his hands.

My body was in full vibration. My BEING was vibrating on a molecular level in amazing harmony. My body was receptive to ANY stimuli and every new movement, touch, breath on the neck, kiss on the ear, anything new would send a wave of pulsations through my body, now radiating outward from my groin. The extreme arousal may have been physical stimulation, as well; but I'm sure 95% of it was from the intense connection I was experiencing with the man I love with all my heart. Kissing on the mouth was very intense. It felt as if we were kissing to breathe to survive. (It was passionate, but at the same time, I could see how this feeling could be pretty awful if both parties aren't consensual. So let me reiterate how important it is to be doing this with someone you TRUST and WANT to have connections with. Also, good rule of thumb. If you drip sweat, you need to take a drink. Just keep a big jug of ice water accessible through your roll. Ok, back to the experience... )

I became more aware of his body contours and after I had been satisfied several times, became consumed with pleasure at the act of pleasuring my lover. I felt waves of vibrations with each of his moans or gasps of air. I'm not sure if my incredible awareness of his body was truly a psychic link, but I seemed to do everything right for him and anticipated his wants from me. It even seemed as though I could FEEL his pleasure. I won't argue, because it was amazing.

We were both able to attain orgasm, though I think it was much more difficult for him, as is very common to have problems reaching orgasm and maintaining erection. The intensity of the spiritual connection we were sharing helped overcome many of the physical road bumps to ultimate nirvāna. Yes... that's what it was. The Buddha described nirvāna as the perfect peace, of the state of mind that is free from craving, anger, worry, and other afflicting states. It was perfect peace, elation and such joy and contentment all in one flashing moment of fire raging through my already-pulsating body.
Intense? Yes... :)

Around 2:30am, I dosed another half 00-tab rectally and started feeling the pulsations start to intensify, along with the roller coaster ride kicking back in. This dose was followed by a shared bowl of green, helps with the jaw clenching and muscle tensing that seems to happen to many people.

To make a long story short, though I'm SURE you'd like to hear it again. The next 2 hours consisted of lots of really intense tactile stimulation with an amazingly connected, orgasmic explosion. This was followed by an hour of conversation and a couple bowls of green before falling asleep around 5:30AM.

Posts: Bad news is, we figured about halfway through the night that we figured it may have been cut with an amphetamine? That being said, my reaction is VERY atypical of a normally functioning adult brain. I have been diagnosed with ADHD and can use amphetamines therapeutically to chill me down. So be aware of your brain chemistry and mental health history before altering your mind. ;)

Exp Year: 2011ExpID: 94365
Gender: Female 
Age at time of experience: 28
Published: May 3, 2019Views: 1,475
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