If I'm Gonna Relapse.....
Heroin & Cocaine
Citation: J. "If I'm Gonna Relapse.....: An Experience with Heroin & Cocaine (exp94739)". Erowid.org. Jun 8, 2020. erowid.org/exp/94739
DOSE: |
smoked | Heroin | |
smoked | Cocaine |
BODY WEIGHT: | 200 lb |
What can I say, life had become excrutiatingly boring again, and I knew just how to make it infinitely more interesting. Been out the game for a long time now, but as the saying goes, an addict could score on the moon. Had to use street level vendor, not something I was particularly happy about, but was pleasantly surprised at quality of product.
I feel the familiar tingling of anticipation as I open up the wraps. I start with the H first, always my favourite. I chase 2 bags on tin foil in quick succession, the warmth and feeling of total peace & serenity flowing gently down my back, and down into my feet. I won't ruin it with the white yet, although my mind is already starting to look forward to it.
After about 20 mins, I load up the white into a pipe. Butterflies in my stomach at full tilt now, the anticipation so strong I'm nearly sick. I compose myself and smoke a large pipe, and hold it down until my lungs feel like caving in. As I breathe out the smoke, I can almost feel the synapses in my brain recoil. I'm convinced I'm gonna have a stroke then and there, I've done too much I tell myself, should of taken it easy first time back in. My heart beats too fast, my vision is starting to go.
I grab the tin foil and take a huge lungfull of the H, and I slowly start to right myself. Guess gear hasn't got any weaker in my absence...good.
Exp Year: 2012 | ExpID: 94739 |
Gender: Male | |
Age at time of experience: 29 | |
Published: Jun 8, 2020 | Views: 1,451 |
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Heroin (27), Cocaine (13) : Combinations (3), Unknown Context (20) |
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