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Something's Not Right...
Citation:   thclaire. "Something's Not Right...: An Experience with 4-Methylmethcathinone (exp95207)". Erowid.org. Apr 9, 2019. erowid.org/exp/95207

  repeated insufflated 4-Methylmethcathinone (powder / crystals)
This was my first time trying mephedrone, or 'meow'. I'm in a good mood, the sun is shining, the window is open and a cool breeze is coming in. Things seem nice and calm.

My friend gave me a decent size line to begin with (I know, not very specific), around approximately 3:30 PM. I've put worse stuff up my nose, but it definitely wasn't pleasant. Within a couple of minutes I am hiiiiigh as fuck. Higher than I've been on uppers in a good minute. It's rolly, euphoric, and makes me super talkative with all of my friends. We all seem to have such an easy time understanding one another. We're having an awesome time helping my friends clean up their house and listening to music, but are quickly distracted from that.

Everything's cool for the next couple of hours until we redose. I started to get pretty tweaked out, teeth grinding, motor mouth, fidgeting, etc. I pick up on the negative vibes in the air, everyone seems to be extremely distrustful of one another. It was like someone would tell me something, but have a completely different and hidden meaning behind it. Paranoia overtakes me. I feel very uncomfortable, but I figure I should stick it through.

At this point, everyone starts clashing with each other. It's nothing but arguments, which stresses everyone out even more, because we're trying to keep a positive mood about us, but this seems to do the exact opposite.

Things just get worse from here. None of the euphoric feelings remain from the mephedrone, we're just plain spun on the stuff. It seems like we can't stop the negative vibes from flowing through us. We tried to talk about the paranoia we all knew that we were experiencing, but it caused everyone to become more paranoid.

Not to mention, my friends have been waiting on someone to help them move all night, so this just keeps getting worse and worse. Finally! Someone with a car large enough to transport their stuff arrives. Everything is loaded in ready to go and.... the car battery dies. Everything that can go wrong, is going wrong. I decide to go home at this point, feeling out of place and unwelcome among my own friends. I left on such a negative note, it made me upset.

The comedown is awful and long-lasting, and has kept me up for 24 hours. I want to eat, but nothing sounds good. I want to sleep, but I lie there restlessly instead. Overall, I had a bad experience with mephedrone. Maybe if I would have been in a more positive environment to begin with, things would have been better. I think it could go either way. I'm not sure I'll want to try it again, the euphoria is too short lasting for the negative aspects. Plus, I feel that this does have addictive potential, I definitely felt the urge to redose.

Exp Year: 2012ExpID: 95207
Gender: Female 
Age at time of experience: 18
Published: Apr 9, 2019Views: 2,899
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