Citation: T. "Time Is Nothing: An Experience with 4-AcO-DMT (exp95705)". Erowid.org. Apr 21, 2021. erowid.org/exp/95705
The original plan was for me, and two of my other friends to take one and go on some random adventure. N decided beforehand that he wasn't going to partake in the nights events so, we go to drop him off at home. At this point I'm just ready to get the night going. So me and D are on the way back to his house, and it's his first time really dabbling with the thought of taking a psychedelic. But I reassure him that everything is cool and so he's okay with it.
We finally get back to D's, and I'm just anxiously waiting to take mine. Not wanting to be the lone wolf, I was waiting for D to get ready also. I ended up dropping mine and downing it, after a few minutes D followed suit. I still don't know for sure exactly what time it was, well.. now anyways, I say it was around 8ish. We just sit around and talk and listen to music for awhile. I called my girlfriend and told her goodnight and everything considering I wasn't sure if I was going to be fully capable after awhile. Tripping and having a girlfriend bust your balls is most definitely not a good scenario to play out.
It was probably around 9 or so when I started noticing little tiny things here and there. D was talking to his girlfriend on the phone, so I decided to go to the kitchen. It really dawned on me the tiniest things would catch my attention more than usual. So I had a feeling things were about to play out and I was just along for the ride. I go back into D's room and I believe at this time he was beginning his trip to. I remember feeling like a ball of energy sitting on a flat surface with nowhere to roll. I'm pretty sure D was feeling this same way cause he looked over at me and asked me if I felt like going for a walk, I agreed. At this point I just feel so happy and content like nothing could bring me down.
We begin our walk, and the visuals were amazing. I almost felt like I was floating, it was an amazing feeling. My mind was clear but racing in every direction, and talking became rather hard after awhile. So we walked in silence just enjoying the visuals and just taking it all in. I remember walking pass this one house and they were having a St. Patricks Day cookout. This made me really look at myself in my life, why can't I just spend time with my family and be content with that? Why is that while they're over there enjoying themselves care free, I'm walking down the street at almost ten o'clock at night tripping. This made me feel kinda bad, and I really wanted to call my girlfriend but I knew I wouldn't be able to make much sense to her.
I lit a cigarette and really noticed the visuals and tracers, and things morphing and swirling. Everything in my peripherals seemed to pulsate quickly. One of our friends called to see what we were up to, we'll call this friend T. Apparently T was driving around not too far from us so he stopped by to see what was up. D was saying how he was getting tired and was wanting to go home and sleep. Sleep wasn't an option for me, nor did I want it at this point in time. I really didn't have a clue as to how long me and D were actually out walking before T showed up. He could tell something was up, so we filled him in on everything.
I've never been so bouncy in my life, normally I'm the type to just sit around and chill but I was feeling adventurous. D says he wants go back to the house and attempt to get some sleep. So I ask T what his plans are and decide to ride off with him for a bit. When I got over to his house I didn't really notice the strong cev's until I actually closed them for a minute. Spheres, triangles, all kind of geometrical shapes appeared and I was somehow able to control them with my mind. T's brother was also around, we'll call this other friend A. It didn't really dawn on me how fucked up I was probably looking.. A told me that my pupils were the size of saucers.
I texted D to check on him and to make sure he was cool. The next hour I felt so disconnected from T and A, probably because I knew I was somewhere they weren't.. we just shared the same space. Stayed there for a bit, and the whole time I would just randomly start laughing or giggling for no reason.. I guess I had one of those, everything is peaceful right now, I wish everyday could be like this kind of moments. Time was so distorted, one hour felt like four to me.
T finally decided he was wanting to get ready for bed, so we rode back over to D's. Now by the time I made it back here, I was so relieved and happy. I guess just the fact of knowing I was about to be back with someone who was on the same page with shit as me at that moment. We talked about the whole experience, and it wasn't near over yet. I was wanting to go out and do something, and just enjoy the rest of the trip. We decided to just sit here and recap the events.
I must say, it's really hard to write an accurate report on this particular trip. Due to me not knowing the exact time of anything that took place. (It threw my sense of time off by a lot.) But I do plan on researching this chem again, it's warmed it's way to my heart now.
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