DOSE:			Morphine
	20 mg	IV	MDMA

BODY WEIGHT:

155 lb

Injecting Small Amount of Molly

I injected a small amount of molly (MDMA in powder form) and the rush was sort of gross and heavy. Felt like the back of my head was being pulled to the front for 5 to 10 seconds. This subsided and I had a small headache for a few minutes. Then I had a, semi regular, very light MDMA experience for an hour or so. I had taken about 30mg morphine a few hours prior as well which did not noticeably effect the MDMA experience.

I really don't recommend this method. Be safe, be loving, and most importantly: be.

Mindset -
At the time of this experience I was extremely depressed from getting dumped by the first girl I ever fell for several months before. I sorta felt like I was supposed to be depressed; I would actively make myself believe that I was broken hearted and avoid letting myself think happy thoughts. I like to say I was butt hurt because it was my own conscious decision to be sad and not a situation that forced that sadness.

Drug Use At The Time -
I had injected like 30mg of Morphine a few hours prior to the MDMA.

I was abusing opiates in pill form for a few months and then starting injecting things (Cocaine, Morphine, Dilaudid, Oxy) ugh makes me feel disgusted just thinking about it. I was not heavily abusing these things but I was consistently abusing small to medium doses ever day.

I'd say I spent about $1800 on drugs over 3 months. I would use 5 to 6 days a week and take a day or two off to 'feel life' for a little while.

Exp Year: 2008	ExpID: 95858
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 18
Published: Sep 5, 2018	Views: 1,354
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