DOSE:		smoked	Cannabis	(plant material)
	2.5 mg	oral	Pharms - Clonazepam	(pill / tablet)
	3 bowls	smoked	Cannabis	(plant material)
	.5 mg	oral	Pharms - Clonazepam	(pill / tablet)

BODY WEIGHT:

114 lb

A World Where Death Is Just a Reach Away

I have been struggling with depression and alcohol use for a while. Less than a year ago I started smoking weed. Its enjoyable, no dependence, something to look forward to. A note for later: I suffer from depression. So one day I was very very down and couldn't even leave my room. I decided a bowl or 2 of weed would help my problems. It did a little but I kept thinking back to the little bottle in his drawer.

Klonopin, or clonazepan, its a benzo, The feeling it had coming on was like getting a hug from a family member one has not seen in a while. Very comfortable and happy. It mixed with the weed buzz and I was feeling pretty good. My memory was bad but I felt nice so I didn't care. I felt suddenly more tired than I ever have in my life and immediately went upstairs in the middle of dinner with my family to sleep. This happened at 7:30. I was woken up in the middle of the most amazing dream and deepest sleep of my life at 10 for school. I STILL felt lingering effects. All day was weird, I got confused easily, I had a studder. However it got bad again and I felt even more suicidal so I smoked 3 bowls and .5mg. I'm on the comedown and I can barely sleep.

This is the worst drug experience I've ever had. I cant move my left arm and both legs and I want this to be over.

Exp Year: 2012	ExpID: 96023
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 15
Published: Jun 20, 2018	Views: 2,443
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