Citation: gensmeta. "I Had Expected a Stronger Experience: An Experience with LSD & Cannabis & Alprazolam (exp96473)". Erowid.org. Jun 7, 2018. erowid.org/exp/96473
First time on LSD
Took one blotter á 150µg about 30 minutes ago.
Going to try to update this as a sort of trip report today.
Don't feel anything yet. A little bit light headed, but no visual changes.
40 minutes since I ingested it.
Colors seem interesting, but no hallucinations yet.
I'm feeling very funny. Sound is starting to sound weird. Colors are very appealing.
Everything is changing forms, and colors are turning into eachother. When I try to look at the screen to type, the background fades from white to light-gray, and the presumably blue sides of the document is blue, then green, then blue, then pink.
Words are mixing up with eachother. I'm feeling a strong sensation of euphoria right now.
Forgot to mention it before, but since my initial ingestion of 1 blotter á 150ug, I've since consumed 2 more blotters.
The brand was said to be hoffman, but I'm not sure. I haven't seen any strong hallucinations as of yet.
Things are changing shapes and colors are turning into eachother, and I'm feeling a bit euphoric, but other than that, nothing to report thus far.
Shaved my face and my balls. That was a bad idea. The hairs just grew back out. Not sure how it looks down there now.
Not sure I want to know.
Euphoria has decreased in strength, but is still present.
Tracers fucking everywhere, and colors are no longer staying the same at all.
Tracers still there. I think visual enhancements and changes appear less now than before.
Euphoria no longer present. Feel an uncomfortable feeling of anxiety for something. Not sure what. And the text in the textbox becomes distorted from time to time. Not sure if hallucinating. Feel much more introverted than before. Would like to embalm myself inside a warm cornbrown shell carried by some older asian woman. Obviously (as proven by the above) I have a tendency to drift of in thoughts. Still not feeling comfortable.
tracers still there, and as I'm concentrating on the screen, the surroundings seems to blur and change shapes.
All in all, so far, I'm a bit dissapointed. I had expected a stronger experience.
tracers still there. I've come back from a visit to some friends where I enjoyed some weed, which seemed to help me focus on some abstract fractial-ish art on the wall for a couple of hours.
Atm I dont feel very high, but screen still shaking and surroundings still changing shapes, so must be under unfluence. gonna go outside for some outside stimuli. should be mentioned that visual changes are nothing to what happens inside (emotionally, spiritually, and in ways that no sober man could understand. like another dimension.)
still haven't gone outside. Just felt the urge to explain something. psychedelic patterns inspire me to reform them and also rethink aspects of me.
going outside was amazing. stay focused on the changes and they will be more evident. calling it a night for me. gonna go to sleep with a candle light in front of me
still get tracers. feels like I should've taken these blotters earlier on the day to be able to experience the full tripp. there's still some left as far as I can tell. I have a poster on my wall. I can make this turn into a lesbian orgy just by laying down and really really STARING at it. and this changes into three girls kissing, into three chicks in bathing suites, into something I dont even know what's supposed to be, and then, when I eventuelly flash out of it (which I'm trying to prevent), it's just that picture. Thing is... when these transformations begin, I can actually see duplicates from these transformations all around me; on the walls; on the roof; on the floor. it's like a movie playing all around me.
Going to bed again now. Still got some fuel left, but I'm pretty tired.
took my night medication now. Tracers still here. transformations still appear. note to self: get incense for next trip
--19:39 following day
I felt slightly dysforic earlier today, but it passed when I took a light dose of alprazolam.
Right now I feel at peace. The trip - of course - is over, but I feel like it helped me understand myself in some way.
And strangely enough, I don't feel tempted to trip again. In fact I don't feel tempted to do drugs at all. I feel contamplated.
Some day I may do another trip, but as of now, although the trip was pleasant, I'm not interested in doing it again.
My rating in the trip: 4/5.
By far the most amazing drug experience I've ever had, but I was under the impression that the hallucinations would be more 'fear and loathing in las vegas'-ish.
In contrast, that visuals wasn't the most powerful part of the trip. It was the inner journey that the music and visuals guided me through - spiritually and emotionally - that was the amazing part.
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