DOSE: T+ 0:00	100 mg	oral	MDMA	(powder / crystals)
T+ 4:00	100 mg	oral	MDMA	(powder / crystals)
T+ 5:00		smoked	Cannabis

BODY WEIGHT:

110 lb

An Amazing New Experience

I would first like to say that I am a fairly regular smoker and have rolled a few times prior to this experience. I seem to have a low tolerance for all drugs I try ; I will usually feel it sooner and stronger than those who are taking the same amount as me.

My night began around 8 PM and the plan was to go to a rave. My friends and I had been looking forward to this show for a while, so I was very excited, and have always been very comfortable with weed and MDMA. We arrived at the venue and immediately took our molly (it was in a very fine, powdery form). I had 0.2 mg and quickly took half of it at once, orally.

The come up was very uneasy this time around. I had rolled VERY HARD before and so I was prepared for that peak of feeling 'too high.' I never quite reached that though, and after sitting around for a while I was up and running.

It was a very 'classic' roll; the lights were amazing, touch felt surreal, and dancing was all I wanted to do. I was surrounded by the environment I desired to be in, as well as with the people I had anticipated seeing all summer. Around 11 PM however, my friends who had taken the same molly as me weren't feeling it much anymore despite having taken their whole 0.2 mg.

Around 12 AM, I was told the show would continue for another 45 minutes and so without thinking, I took the other 0.1 mg I had, thinking it wouldn't do much. When we left the show, however, I was rolling even harder than at the show and was still hearing and feeling the music inside of me.

When we got home, around 1 AM, things got interesting. Three of us went home and decided to smoke out of my bong. I was still very much rolling and was running around the house feeling more energized than ever. After taking 2 or 3 good sized hits, I noticed I was feeling very different.

I had tripped before, on LSD, DMT, and DXM. This high I experienced while smoking while rolling was more similar to an LSD high than anything else I have experienced, and yet it was still very different. I felt high; sort of spacey and loopy and silly and zoned out. But I was also very happy and content. Touch was still amazing, but I was not hungry at all, although I was extremely thirsty and at one point was worried I was drinking too much water. My vision was very blurred and it felt as though my eyes were vibrating. I remember trying to read something and being appalled at how difficult it was for me to see straight. I was also growing increasingly frustrated with how hard it was for me to follow the conversation. We were all very high from the weed, and only two of us were still rolling, although R was not rolling much at this point.

I began hallucinating shortly after, probably around 2 AM. We had stopped smoking and I was listening to my friends talk about a variety of subjects, and I sort of went on visual journeys based on the direction of their conversations. At one point, a friend began discussing galaxies colliding and how the Milky Way was supposed to collide with the Andromeda galaxy in some billion years and it immediately threw my mind into space and I became very overwhelmed. From that point on I felt as though I were in another dimension, sort of detached from myself, watching everything happen from another place and not through my own eyes. I felt like things were occurring inside a closed box, and like nothing was real. It was similar to being 'too high' on weed where I basically end up passing out after feeling very very spacey and uncomfortable and much like I'm going to die. But the molly evened it out and made it bearable and even enjoyable. Keeping a level head was very important and I had to fight off any signs of a panic attack.

I had read a lot of people online saying that smoking kills their roll, or does nothing at all. I, however, experienced a very trip-like high. It was very emotionally draining and overwhelming, but it was a crazy combination of being happy and childish and pleased, and being zoned out and happily confused. I experienced closed eye and open eye hallucinations, ranging from simple visuals like patterns, to straight up seeing myself being hurled through outer space.

Something that really struck me was how 'spiritual' it felt. I felt oddly like I had passed by a God, or some sort of spiritual, higher being. I know people report these feelings with drugs such as LSD or other entheogens, but I had never expected to feel this way on MDMA and weed. It was surreal and magical, and it felt like I was on the edge of bursting through a new reality. I kept seeing myself in outer space, surrounded by darker clouds.

It is hard to explain, but it felt very spiritually involved, like my soul was interacting even though I physically wasn't (i.e. I was passed out and in and out of consciousness). It was definitely a very overwhelming high, and felt triply, but is something I am looking forward to doing again when I can handle it.

Exp Year: 2012	ExpID: 96622
Gender: Female
Age at time of experience: 19
Published: Nov 15, 2019	Views: 646
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