Citation: Respondent 49. "Disillusionment: An Experience with MDMA (Ecstasy) (exp96988)". Erowid.org. Jul 23, 2012. erowid.org/exp/96988
When I first started, I just wanted EVERYONE to have a taste of it, it was so beautiful.
I've given up pilling now, because last week I had to have an abortion - had I not been eeeeing off my face the whole time, I firstly would never have slept with the guy I slept with, let alone do it without contraception!
Now the thought of E makes me nauseous and sad - when I first took it, it was the best, best best thing I'd ever experienced.
I remember begging friends to take e with me, and telling them it's different to normal drugs. I don't think it is anymore.
It's just such a pity that people can't feel like they do on E, naturally.
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