DOSE: T+ 0:00	repeated	oral	Alcohol
T+ 0:00	repeated	smoked	Cannabis
T+ 0:30	100 mg	oral	MDMA	(powder / crystals)
T+ 1:30	2 hits	oral	LSD	(edible / food)
T+ 2:00	100 mg	oral	MDMA	(powder / crystals)

BODY WEIGHT:

120 lb

I had always been eager to experience a candy flip (MDMA and LSD - the MDMA is added for an overall very positive mood and to cancel out any anxiety before the trip).

One Saturday night, not knowing quite what to do with myself I rang my boyfriend to see if he was keen for the idea. He had been out drinking with a work mate and so drunkenly seemed very eager to take advantage of my free house that night. He invited his work mate along with his wife (these whom have never experienced LSD or MDMA before!).

10:00PM The four of us arrived at the house. We sat around the table with drinks and a smoke to pass around for half an hour.

10:30PM After messing around with some purple MDMA and putting it into equal dosages between the four of us, we finally dropped 100mg each for starters. We sat and watched the music channels, waiting for the buzz. 20 minutes later, I felt the euphoria kick in. The music on the TV suddenly sounded 10X better and my anxiety for the trip ahead had completely vanished. I myself had quite a miserable day that was filled with petty family arguments which caused me to feel a lot of self pity. The MDMA enabled me to look back at this from a higher level. All of my worries and fears seemed to vanish and all I could think about was the night ahead. A buzz of energy flowed throughout my body whilst sat on the couch but at the same time a familiar mellow feeling settled in. I now started to fully appreciate the heat and touch of my boyfriend's body beside mine. My senses definitely became enhanced. Gurning came on very quickly and within a good half an hour I began feeling great tension in my jaw and in my temples. This didn't bother me however. Nothing a painkiller couldn't sort out, and there was more than enough gum. Lemonade tasted so incredibly refreshing and so did the water.

11:00PM We were now all eager to drop the acid after coming up to this now higher state of bliss and well being. Conversation flowed ever so nicely and all of this positive energy made us excited for the trip to kick in. We dosed 2 fruit pastels each that had been freshly dropped with acid that day. As my boyfriend and I are experienced trippers, we recommended to our friends that they should have no fear in having the 2 pastels instead of the 1. We find that with only one sometimes the results won't be as strong.

11:30PM Because of the MDMA, this made things look very highly defined and colourful in general so we all admitted that it was quite difficult to tell whether we were tripping or not just yet.

11:45PM I knew just what to do to know for sure that I was tripping - go to the bathroom. I have done this each and every time I have tripped, simply because looking in the mirror sets it off. I stroll towards the bathroom feeling very excited, energetic and warm. My face in the mirror appeared very symmetrical, just like it always does when I am tripping. I smiled to myself, satisfied with the girl looking back at me. I felt proud. It was a moment of self acceptance. My pupils looked like they were going to pop out of my eyes. It went through me to think how strained out they were. I always love checking out how big my eyes are. It was a reminder to myself that I was having a good time!

12:00AM Once back in the lounge and settled, one of my friends began to freak out but only slightly. This was something entirely new to her but with plenty reassurance from me and my boyfriend, she sat back down and seemed fine again. My other friend seemed fascinated once the trip had begun properly. We then dropped our second dose of MDMA.

It was exciting to know that we had introduced two new people to the world of LSD. We eagerly put on several music videos on Youtube for them to gaze at. Typically, the stairway to heaven by Led Zeppelin was played and so was Dark Side of the Moon by Pink Floyd. These two in particular played strong importance to me and my boyfriend from past trips that we had experienced together - we'd lay cuddled up for hours at a time with them on replay. Another fantastic one that we checked out was Sing Sang Sung by Air... Very interesting animations. This went on for a good hour until my friend noticed something extraordinary in the painting on my wall. It was a scene of an orange tropical beach with a moody sky full of cloud. Once my friend had pointed out how he saw one couple kissing in the clouds, many more of them appeared and we all gasped in amazement.

I had been sipping a 2 litre bottle of water all night and slowly began to come up again from the second dosage of MDMA we had dropped. I purged and actually felt such relief by this. 'YES!' I thought. By being sick, this way I'd be able to get all of the horrible chemicals out whilst still getting what I wanted out of the MDMA. I was already up there. I ran to the bathroom with my boyfriend urgently following. I was sick twice, mostly just water. It was a huge relief.

1:00AM Because of lit candles and lamps being on, along with cigarette smoke, the room began to feel very warm. We were already rushing and the windows were wide open, so we decided to take a stroll outside to the front of the house. As cars passed by it seemed almost humorous. The air felt so very refreshing on my skin as I sat on the wall contentedly smoking some mexican herb mix. At this point our friend was ecstatic, coming up with concepts that I definitely wouldn't have thought of as a new tripper. In fact, I'd never thought anything like it. It was amazingly good to listen and to think. It was based around how everything we do in this life is all for us and how we strongly believed that each and everyone one of us is a God. Our conscience is simply a form of unbelievable energy. For example - without a positive there cannot be a negative. Without an up there cannot ever be a down. These opposites make up the basics of life. When something moves, it can only ever be divided down into two. We talked about how it is almost impossible to constantly be happy in life, because bad things will always pop up. This in itself is a beautiful thing because without these, we simply cannot appreciate the good. Bad things happen to balance out the basic science that makes up each and every one of us. It was a wonderful thing to think about. I looked back at every bad moment in my life in the most positive of ways. I realized these had all happened just for my own benefit. It now made so much sense. I almost cried with happiness at this realization.

2:00AM We moved to the back of the house where we could sit properly in the garden around a table. A joint was passed around whilst we stared at the yard and garden, everything seeming so much more alive. I felt a connection to everything and everyone around me - simply because they were all a part of me. I had created them. They were mine. Minutes later, it was here that I remembered with much excitement that me and my boyfriend had some leftovers of DMT upstairs under my bed. I had wanted to try it for months, but hadn't wanted to, simply out of fear. At that moment, all of my fear was non existent and so it seemed like the perfect time to experiment. I was fearless and so the thought of a brand new experience seemed too good to be true. Sadly, there wasn't enough DMT left for a decent hit. I was absolutely gutted. I had never felt more ready for anything.

However, this was turned around when my boyfriend strongly suggested that it was for a reason. The reason why we didn't have enough left wasn't unlucky, just because the time wasn't right. After all, DMT can NEVER be appreciated enough. The spiritual experience must happen at the very right moment. We'd get hold of some more and do it the right way when there is enough.

3:00AM It was time to roll a third spliff. Mary Jane mixes so very nicely with Lucy. It makes me feel the happy dreamy high without feeling tired and wanting to go to bed.

I appreciated the blue cheese so much once I could smell it as my boyfriend carefully tore it apart and lay it onto the tobacco. Whilst we passed it round, the whole time I was completely engrossed in listening to everybody else speak their thoughts. I myself was very quiet and this was all because I was too relaxed. As I sat there deeply inhaling the green into my lungs, I felt like a goddess who knew everything I needed to in order to stay content with my life. It was very spiritual.

5:30AM My friends called for a taxi. One of them was eager to wait until later hours for buses, whilst the other was set on going home. Time really had flown. Hugs and kind words were exchanged at the door and there was definitely some wonderful vibes going on between us. It was clear that we had all appreciated this night so much. It was a blessing to us all and we wouldn't have changed it for anything.

6:00AM I lay with my arm around my other half. We'd been together 4 months. Never had we argued properly and we both loved the fact that we very rarely conflict. We just fit like a key in a lock.

I looked at him and thought about just how much he had changed my life for the better. He had taught me the most valuable of things and made me into such a positive person. When I looked back at my past, I thought of how lost I was without him. He gave my life complete meaning. I looked up to him as though he was my own personal God.

We agreed about how weird it was to finally be alone together again, the presence from the others had now completely gone. It was a feeling of loneliness, but only for a short while as we began to appreciate being alone. We lay uncomfortably on the couch for not very long at all before we decided it was best to get comfy in bed.

We got into bed and sighed with pleasure as we wrapped our legs around one another. Kissing him felt so different but so beautiful. I'd never felt anything like it. There was no one else as important in my life. He is everything to me. The kisses were eager and so was the touch. I scraped my fingers through his hair and down his back urgently as he gently kissed my neck several times. It wasn't long before the urges came upon us to be properly connected. He climbed on top and entered with no difficulty. We looked at each other with eyes like fire as every fast thrust was a symbol of love for one another. Normally for me, intercourse seems all gooey and messy whilst tripping. Sometimes in the past I have even thought I'd lost all feeling down there and had become numb. Note: Sex is extremely emotional on LSD. For me anyway, it isn't just about the straightforward pleasure at all.

7:00AM We'd been at it for a good hour. Normally, it wouldn't be this long but the MDMA had kept him from releasing... This was definitely in my favour! At times, the feeling was too intense and I had to ask him to stop. My breathing and moans had got ridiculous as he had all the control. I can't remember even falling asleep or even stopping, but we did.

10:20AM Once I awoke with moods still high, I rolled over to check the time. Even though I had only slept for a small period, I still felt very buzzed. It was as if we awoke at exactly the same time. We kissed and spoke fondly of the night before. I noticed just how thirsty and hungry I was. The thought of a cold smoothie along with a hot brew of coffee seemed so nice that I had to drag my man out of bed with me down to the kitchen. I whizzed up a smoothie of kiwi, apple, orange, grape, blueberries and strawberries. It was delicious. All the nutrients we needed from a night of being chemically induced. The coffee was perfect too. I appreciated the unique taste of everything. Shortly followed was more sex.

At one special time afterwards I stopped and looked down at him from above in complete admiration. Tears of joy gently dripped down my face and onto his as I told him I loved him. He replied just how I expected he would. He fell asleep like a baby whilst I sat up happily browsing the web on my laptop. When I got up, I stood naked in front of the mirror and stared fondly back at my physique. I appreciated every curve of my body. I really felt beautiful. I was proud and completely comfortable in my own skin. I couldn't throw anything negative at myself whatsoever. This was unusual.

Overall this was definitely a night to remember. Strong and special bonds were formed with new friends that I didn't know quite so well. It broke down all social barriers. It stripped us of our egos. All conversation was open, honest and indeed fascinating. It gave me a strong sense of what it is I truly feel for my other half. At times, I felt such connection. Valuable lessons were learnt from group discussions of concepts. I just hope that all that I had discovered remains with me in order for me to lead a happy, content life. If I kept the things in mind that I learnt until the next trip, I believed it would be enough to keep me going until I was strongly reminded of it again.

So, MDMA and Lucy are a lovely combination. The energy from the MDMA highly contributes to the LSD trip... No fear and a clear mindset. Brain functions seemed very sharp at first when I needed them to be, whereas later they'd go slow when I smoked the weed and from this I remained in a wonderful dream like state.

Much appreciation to anyone who has bothered to read this far. I wish these beautiful experiences upon everyone. Peace, faith and love to all.

Exp Year: 2012	ExpID: 97651
Gender: Female
Age at time of experience: 18
Published: Oct 18, 2024	Views: 37
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