Arguing with God
LSD & DMT
Citation: Wroi. "Arguing with God: An Experience with LSD & DMT (exp97667)". Erowid.org. Mar 8, 2017. erowid.org/exp/97667
DOSE: |
smoked | Cannabis | (daily) | |
smoked | Tobacco | |||
smoked | Cannabis | |||
smoked | DMT | |||
1 hit | buccal | LSD | ||
smoked | DMT |
BODY WEIGHT: | 150 lb |
I had planned on doing the DMT with a friend in a soccer field by a river (a very peaceful spot and a favorite for drugs), but he didnt get off work til past 1am. I was impatient, so I decided to take my hit.
I loaded the yellowish-white powder on top of a bowl of weed and set up a pool chair in the backyard so I would have a good view of the sky. I lit the bowl and tried to get as much of the powder as possible and held the hit for as long as I could. When it hit me, I laid back and closed my eyes. I saw beautiful patterns and colors, much better than my previous DMT trips, but it seemed like something was blocking me from really entering another world. This was probly because my brother and his friends decided it would be cool to watch someone trip on DMT even though I repeatedly said I did NOT want an audience.
Later that night, I was smoking blunts with a friend/dealer of mine, and I told him about my trip. He offered me a free hit of acid straight from the vial and I accepted. I was a little nervous since I had never done acid and my last 2 shroom trips were terrifying, but I let him drop it on my gum and popped it into my mouth anyway.
In about 30 minutes I could definitely feel the acid and my nervously turned into excited curiosity. Colors seemed brighter and more detailed, my body felt very light, and I was loving the tracers I was getting.
I got back home and noticed everyone else had gone to bed. I didnt really care, I had never tripped alone and it seemed like a relaxing experience. After I smoked another blunt to myself, I noticed I was getting slight color distortion and better tracers, but after about 2 hours nothing really increased. I played some Skyrim, which was trippy and intense as fuck, but grew annoyed at the lack of intensity I was expecting. I decided to smoke some more DMT.
I loaded a roach into the pipe (I was out of fresh weed sadly) and topped it with LESS THAN A 3RD OF A HIT OF DMT. I went back out to my chair in the back and hit the DMT. As soon as I inhaled, I knew I was in for something. The acid feeling quickly intensified as I felt the flood of DMT rushing to my brain. Things got very intense and visual, more OEVs than DMT usually produces. As I exhaled, I prayed to God thanking him for the beautiful trip I was having. After I said the prayer, I heard myself say 'I AM MY OWN GOD' for no obvious reason at all. This is what fucked me. As soon as that came out of my lips, everything started to disappear. My reality was turning into NOTHING right before my eyes. I sat up and tried to shake the nothingness and my vision returned. But what I saw wasnt the pretty night sky and my familiar backyard, it was an angry world that I was not supposed to be on. I saw God's hands come down from the sky, literally wiping away everything I knew as reality. I felt as though God was telling me 'If you think are your own God than this is my reality! Where is your reality!?' I got up and ran into the house and tried to wake my friend, who was also an amateur psychonaut. He didnt wake up but I was feeling the DMT wearing off so I sat down and tried to play more Skyrim to calm myself down.
When I felt like I returned to reality, the effects of the acid was amplified very much so. I thought about what I had just experienced and actually trembled and teared up. I had been having mixed feelings about religion lately, (thinking more of a 'God is what you make it' thing than traditional religion) and I feel like God was telling me that I was WAY off. Remember the acid wasnt very strong and it was a very small amount of DMT.
I tripped on the acid for the rest of the night, falling asleep around 5am. The next day I took another hit of the same acid with my friend, who took 2 straight to the tongue. I convinced him to hit DMT while peaking from his acid and he did, taking a much larger hit than I did. He said it was the most intensely beautiful thing he had ever experienced but didnt report anything close to what happened to me the night before even though he was on twice as much acid and took a much larger hit of DMT.
This was the most powerful trip I have ever had. I have a new respect for DMT and a new curiosity about LSD. I learned that psychedelics can be very helpful and healing to the mind and I intend to take what I learned seriously.
Before this trip, my psychedelic experience includes mushrooms, DMT, salvia, LSA, and ecstasy (heroin, speed, and meth based tabs, MDMA and MDA 'mollys') as well as being a daily marijuana smoker. I had also experimented with synthetic cannabis, kratom and had a summer full of vyvanse, alcohol, and 'lean.'
Exp Year: 2012 | ExpID: 97667 |
Gender: Male | |
Age at time of experience: 19 | |
Published: Mar 8, 2017 | Views: 2,199 |
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