Citation: T Soul. "Candyflipping in Every Universe: An Experience with LSD & MDMA (exp97883)". Erowid.org. Jan 15, 2023. erowid.org/exp/97883
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First off, the night I had planned this trip had revolved mainly around the LSD I had acquired. I had done LSD once before with my girlfriend (N) where we each took one dose of low quality acid that gave hardly any LSD effects. The best way to explain it was as if I was just extremely high off marijuana, which I am a regular user of. As far as MDMA goes I had used it multiple times before and regard it as one of the best drugs to use as I can have a great time doing just about anything and can function perfectly under the effects.
Me and N planned the night about a month in advance because we were going to see our favorite band together. We were planning on just doing MDMA the night of the concert but my friend acquired a sheet of very high quality LSD and we couldn't resist. He came over two nights before the show and dropped us off a gram of MDMA and 4 tabs of LSD to accompany the gram of marijuana I had in my stash.
The concert started at 9pm about a block down the street from our apartment so we each parachuted .25 grams 10 mins before the show. I didn't start to feel the MDMA until around 9:40pm when the openers were playing. I could feel the roll coming on, but N was still waiting for it because she had eaten before the show where as I hadn't. I continued to roll until around 11:30pm and felt kind of down when it wore off because the band played til midnight. After the show we were very excited to take the LSD so we rushed home and dropped two tabs each. We went downstairs to have a cigarette when we were greeted by a drunk girl going home from a party. She started talking to us and the first thing that went through my mind was 'I can't be dealing with drunk girls right now I just dropped two doses of LSD!' She turned out to be really cool so we invited her into our apartment to sober up. We talked for about an hour until 1:30am. The effects of the LSD were clearly showing themselves now as I begin to notice how crisp everything is and a clear contrast between her dark skin and my white wall. Much to my joy she decided to leave at 1:40am to head home, just as the LSD was kicking in.
When she left, N told me she was starting to trip, she looked up at the rough white ceiling and told me it was breathing. She was wide-eyed and beginning to get visuals. I looked up and what I saw blew my mind. I have always wanted to hallucinate against my will, to see things I couldn't imagine all on my own. Every time I do a drug I try to make myself hallucinate and trick my brain into hallucinating but it has never worked. What was about to come was mind-blowing. I saw patterns and shapes moving all over the place so perfectly and so synchronized. First it was geometric shapes sliding in every direction until the ceiling became concave, and it started to breathe in and out like a lung. During this the geometric shapes had taken on more organic and natural forms such as butterflies and salamanders crawling all over the ceiling. The ceiling became alive.
At 2:00, about an hour and a half after taking the LSD we decided to split the last .5 grams of the MDMA and candyflip.
It is crazy how everything comes together on LSD. Everything is connected and is blind to us until we can expand our conscious. I would call my trip spiritual because I feel as though I come to understand how the universe works. God is an idea created by man to explain the universe and is corrupted to control people. I don't believe in God, but I experienced what people would call 'God'. I understood the things people can't explain and write off as God's work. The unexplainable.
After the overwhelming sensation of the initial visuals and the coming together of everything I know and understand, I told N to take her clothes off as I did. Being naked only made us closer and we stared at each others bodies and touched each other for a very long time. Her skin looked amazing, alive, and crisp as patterns appeared all over her and began to move. Looking at anything became amazing, everything was moving so fluently and elegantly. I always thought visualizers on the internet and videos were stupid and uninteresting, but I understand now that tripping on LSD creates those visualizers in my own head.
Me and N listened to tons of music and watched crazy music videos and talked about everything, our lives, love, marriage, everything. Everything was perfect and the music created the mood. Not too fast but not too slow, and the music would create such and amazing environment.
Around 3:30am is when things started to get weird.
Around 3:30am is when things started to get weird.
I know what sounds crazy, and I know there are unexplainable things in this world, but what happened was truly something that is doesn't exist in the mind of a normal and sane person, including me until I experienced it. TELEPATHY. Yes, telepathy. But it was not as one would expect, a conversation of two people using just each others thoughts. No. It was an experience and a connection. There are so many different universes and consciousness and we shared one together. It was like being in a dream, a lucid dream, sharing it with each other. We were in the same conscious, exchanging thoughts and creating thoughts together. We were both in a dream-like state and we only knew we were communicating when we would come out of it for a minute or so. We would look at each other like 'Is this really happening?' I would say something and she would know it already. We were in the same head together.
After we snapped out of it for what seemed like forever, we decided to smoke the rest of my marijuana around 5:30am. This is where it got even weirder. We both experienced what can best be described with scientific words such as 'wormhole' and 'Timeloop'. It was like living a real life Groundhog Day, but instead of restarting every day, it was restarting every 5 seconds. Every 5 seconds we would forget what we were thinking or talking about and it would start all over again. I embraced it, wanting to learn more about it and what was happening, but N was frightened and feared it would never end and we would be stuck at 5:46am for the rest of our lives.
Shortly after being stuck in time, we began to have trouble discerning reality from our thoughts. We couldn't tell what we were actually saying, versus what we thought we were saying, I can best explain it using the theory of parallel universes. I was living in multiple different universes at once. I was seeing every possible reaction I could have with N at any given time, but I didn't know which reaction was actually happening and which universe was MINE. This made us both frustrated so we decided to try to sleep. I fell asleep or so I thought. N was awake and said I was shaking, my mouth was moving, and my eyes were wobbling. This isn't the significant because I don't remember it but I thought it was interesting.
Although this experience was incredibly strange, it brought both of us closer. The telepathy and the fact we experienced the same stages of the trip made it a bonding experience for both of us.
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