I am a Pixel. You are a Pixel. We are Pixels.
Citation: Neibma. "I am a Pixel. You are a Pixel. We are Pixels.: An Experience with DXM, Kratom & Salvia divinorum (exp97934)". Erowid.org. Jul 22, 2016. erowid.org/exp/97934
I am a senior in High School and I have had my fair share of experiences with drugs from almost every category but psychedelics are definitely my favorite. For this experience I had no intent to go as deep as I did, my intent was merely to get messed up on DXM and Kratom and watch movies for the night but Iím very thankful Iíve had this experience. My set and setting was exceptional but it would have been smart if I had a sitter, but my mind was free from anxiety.
I would also like to mention that I take 50mg of Sertraline daily and 300-600mg of Oxcarbazepine daily for help with sleep.
All substances ingest were 340mg of DXM ( I skipped my Sertraline today), 2.5 grams of kratom, and smoked salvia.
(Fast forward a few hours after taking 340mg of DXM and 2.5 grams of Maeng Da Kratom)
I lay on my bed thinking to myself how it would be fun to see where salvia would take me while on DXM as I am very inexperienced with the substance only smoking it a few times the other day and being disappointed with my results. I went to the window to go smoke some salvia, loading the bowl was incredibly hard and I was only hoping for a less intense experience but as the pipe went to my lips and the lighter sparked and I inhaled, I knew I was going to get much more than I bargained for.
I set the pipe and the lighter down at the window and I went over to my bed to lay down, Divine moments of truth was playing on my laptop which lay right next to myself, I closed my eyes and I was gone itís very hard to remember this part but after the experience was over I KNEW I needed to explore farther. I called my cousin to tell him about what just happened to me saying that mother salvia needed me back and that I now understood what it meant to be human, what? I go over to my pill bottle where I keep my 35x salvia and got my pipe and weighed out 50mg of salvia.
I had a very hard time packing the bowl with the measured amount to I just dove in and packed as much as my DXM-filled brain would let me. I made sure I had Netflix going and sons of anarchy was playing, as well as a song on ITunes but I canít remember what one.
I went to the window to take the hit and I inhaled, held it in for around twenty seconds then I set the pipe and lighter down in a safe place and I went back to my bed and lay down and closed my eyes. I open my eyes six minutes later and still feel unsuccessful in my attempt to visit salvia land again and went over to my pill bottle of the holy leafy plant goddess dumped her into my pipe as much as she would allow me then I tried againÖ
One last timeÖ
Back to the window, I try many times to spark the lighter, it doesnít work but I keep trying anyway. Finally a flame was achieved. I put the flame to the bowl of mother salvia and inhale her so deeply itís hard to describe.
As I was taking the hit I remember, the second the smoke hit my lungs I felt it, it was the biggest hit Iíve take in my life and I was thinking to myself ďhere I comeĒ. I set the pipe and lighter down in the same spot and fix my curtains, and then I went and lay down. Right before my final meeting with the mother salvia I clicked on the song Divine moments of truth. I closed my eyes and slowly but surely I was gone, once again.
I didnít really understand what I was experiencing until it was over when I closed my eyes that last time I was transported into another dimension where I FINALLY understood life and all of its concepts and a multicolored being came to me and presented himself and explained to me that all we are as humans are tiny pixels working our hardest to play out life for beings above us. He explained to me that his people all understood through psychedelic drugs that they need to work together as pixels to play out our lives and that we needed to do the same for the beings above us. We are all tiny pieces to an indescribably large puzzle, his whole society was a peaceful and enlightened culture and we need to be the same way here in our lives working together to play out peaceful life.
The whole universe made sense to me at the time then I looked around and I realized I was on top of a pyramid like structure and I looked at my body to see I was made out of a red windowpane LSD type structure, I then spiraled around for a while then I opened my eyes to see my room I felt that I understood every meaning and aspect of life and I sat there for a long time just thinking to myself and trying to remember all of my experiences into salvia land and I was surprised how easily I let go to the experience and didnít try to hold on to what I thought reality was.
I was surprised how easily I let go to the experience and didnít try to hold on to what I thought reality was.
When I first got the extracted plant matter I was very anxious to journey into the depths. I then walked over to dresser and shut off the T.V. and my X-Box and all the lights in the room, I grabbed my laptop and went over to my bed where I just explored all the closed eye visuals and I felt as if I was being sucked back into salvia land a few times.
The visuals were very vivid in depth and sometimes color and they would sway with the music and dance under my eyelids and I lay there for a while so happy to have experienced what just happened. I then lay there for a while and I eventually turned off my music and fell asleep and even today I still feel enlightened it was such an amazing experience for me as I have never had that intense of a journey.
I now have a better understanding of salvia and I want to wait a while before I journey back into salvia land, this is a precious plant that I now have a deep and true respect for, and I canít thank mother salvia enough.
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