My First Love
2C-C
Citation: M. Axin. "My First Love: An Experience with 2C-C (exp98131)". Erowid.org. Oct 1, 2018. erowid.org/exp/98131
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50 mg | oral | 2C-C |
BODY WEIGHT: | 240 lb |
My first antidepressant (zoloft) made me emotionally blunted and left me feeling hopeless and feeling like there was a blank nothingness inside of me. Since then I have had a huge encouragement to move forward with psychological investigations of my own. The first true psychedelic experience was with 25B-NBOME. Let me tell you what, that was a very good experience and the one I base all of my psychedelic experience from. However, this was a bit too long acting for me and I wanted something that was more mellow and chill. Thus I was reintroduced to 2C-C. I had originally had possession of 2C-C because my thinking was 'it's lighter than most others and higher doseage meant less risk of errors in measurement'. This turned out to be true, and I fell in love with 2C-C.
2C-C has been the large majority of my experiences as it has been short-lived (which means I can work and still have a good night and a full nights sleep). My experiences with 2C-C are more reflective than current (although as I write this I am experiencing a ++ with 50mg 2C-C).
To me 2C-C has been a miracle as it opened me up to how truly depressed I still was. This lead to me admitting myself as a 201 to a psych ward for 2 weeks. After which I was feeling MUCH better.
Reflecting on my past experiences I realized that I was truly introspective on these 'trips' (although superficially so compaired to 25B). I wouldn't call my 'trips' true trips in the sense that one classically identifies psychedelics, my 'trips' were mostly introspection and true reflections of my soul.
The biggest thing I find for 2C-C (and why I love it so much) is that it feels very 'good' in my body. It almost is what I would imagine mdma feeling like (although I'm sure mdma is more so than this). Along with 200mg of methylone this is exactly what I picture mdma as.
So basically this is a rant while using 2C-C as to why I love 2C-C (and remembered why I love 25B).
Exp Year: 2012 | ExpID: 98131 |
Gender: Male | |
Age at time of experience: 22 | |
Published: Oct 1, 2018 | Views: 1,330 |
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2C-C (262) : Depression (15), Retrospective / Summary (11), Unknown Context (20) |
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