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Sanity Is a Madness Put to Good Use
Citation:   Grain psyche. "Sanity Is a Madness Put to Good Use: An Experience with 25I-NBOMe (exp98433)". Mar 21, 2020.

1200 ug oral 25I-NBOMe (blotter / tab)
I took a 1,2 mg tab of 25i-nbome alone in my room at 00.00. I decided to watch the movie waking life (Brilliant but intense)

As I lay in my bed I realize that I'm tripping sack, nothing is the same size things become smaller and bigger while at the same time getting squeezed by see through 'spines' that by then start to embrace everything including me. I can feel the 'spine' racing in to my body my bones and my arteries this unleashes an extreme euphoria that feels like nothing I have ever experienced. I become almost frightened by the intensity of the euphoria. I start to concentrate on the movie and I am caught in the ongoing philosophical discussions, it feels like I'm in the movie like they're talking about me like everything they say is personal advice to me. I start to believe that the rest of my life is going to be in this bed watching this movie, getting my life explained in front of me instead of living it.

I decide to call a friend who since it was friday probably was out drinking, I call him and he tells me that he is in the middle of our town puking uncontrollably. I get a brief moment of sobriety and tells him to chill cause I'm coming out to get him, this was probably one of the most stupid things I could do because I live in the middle of a city. I walk to the plaza where he was supposed to be and cant find him, there are cops and drunk people everywhere I look screaming and exercising some sort of primitive communication technique based on heavy monkey like movement figures. I cant find him and walk back home instead.

Finally home I call him again and tell him to get to my place asap, he responds with 'yeahbluhhuokk'. I wait about 5 minutes then I walk down to the gate to my apartment building to let him in. He smells of liquor and since I'm tripping balls I see some sort of blue mike tyson tattoo growing in his face, I don't really mind. After about 10 minutes of heavy puking in my toilet he falls asleep in my bed next to me, I feel at least a little bit more safe with someone here. I continue to watch waking life or should I say 'my life' as the movie ends I still couldn't get this one quote out of my head 'sanity is madness put to good uses;waking life is a dream controlled' it makes me think about things like if life is just a dream, and that I'm caught in an endless loop of dreams, that nothing is real. I had throughout the whole night a feeling of deja vu like I have experienced this all before. But I know that I haven't, then I realize that thats just a part of the trip and that I probably should chill out. I decide to lift the mood and watch who framed roger rabbit and after that fall asleep.

Exp Year: 2012ExpID: 98433
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: 18
Published: Mar 21, 2020Views: 740
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