Citation: Fuzz. "Loading the Matrix: An Experience with MDMA, LSD & DMT (exp98672)". Erowid.org. Mar 1, 2019. erowid.org/exp/98672
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First, some quick things about me. I am a tall skinny guy with a very fast metabolism, I am a tobacco smoker, and I have had experiences with these substances: Cannabis, Psilocybin Mushrooms, LSD, MDMA, various pharmaceutical opiates, cocaine, DXM, DMT, 2C-E, Mescaline, and alcohol.
It is mentioned in the description that I was on MDMA and LSD while I did the DMT, but this experience log focuses on the DMT.
Myself and a buddy of mine, we will call him Joe, decided that we were going to go to a rave out in the woods in California, I am a semi-consistant raver and definitely know my way around MDMA and LSD. We didn't purchase and substances prior to getting to the party. After an absolutely ridiculous journey to the rave, Joe and I decided to find some MDMA (at these functions it is exceedingly easy to do so.) After about 20 minutes of splitting up to try and cop, (this is a small rave considering what popular belief sees them as, maybe 300 people total) we met back up having both found 0.3 grams of MDMA each. We walked back to his car to take it.
+00:00- Snorted about half of the MDMA I had procured after lightly crushing to rid the powder of any large shards.
+00:05- Made our way back to the dance floor to dance a bit and get the blood pumping, feeling a bit light and happy.
+00:25- I am up. Feeling the signature giddiness and all over body euphoria. The dubstep the DJ is playing is incredible and I can feel the bass dictating my body-high.
+01:00- Joe got some LSD as a trade for the rest of his MDMA, 4 hits. I am peaking on my first dose of MDMA and I feel glorious, empathetic, super friendly, and I cannot help but rub my hands on my corduroy pants. Joe tells me to open my mouth, so I do. (normally this is a no-no, but he is my best friend) He puts 2 hits of high grade LSD on my tongue. I swallow the remainder of my MDMA after chewing it up in the small baggy it was in.
+01:30- I am dancing again, the LSD is starting to kick in and I can literally see the bass flowing through the dance floor. The MDMA is still going on strong, I feel like the playlist was created just for me.
+02:15- Holy shit. I am in another world. My vision has become a myriad of colors and pulsations. My body feels like it is soaring across the universe at light speed with no intentions of stopping. Joe is in a similar place, we can't seem to stay together at the party, but will run into one another every once in a while and bro-hug, in one of these instances he tells me he can see EVERYTHING. I can barely understand him so we just laugh, really hard.
+02:30- I run into a person, he tells me he has some DMT and nobody to smoke it with. I happily tell him I will smoke his drugs with him. This would be my third time trying DMT. We step to the back of the dance floor, the music is still incredibly loud and incredible sounding. He passes me the 'meth pipe' which is loaded with enough DMT to get us both high twice over. I heat the bulb and quickly start taking deep inhalations of the vapor. In, out, in, out. After I start to feel the sudden rush, I quickly pass him the pipe. Blast off. I am no longer attached to my body, I am a insignificant piece of the eternal energy of the universe. I 'white out,' meaning total sensory overload. I am in the matrix loading screen, a flat, impossibly white expanse of infinity. There is no longer any music, just myself in my purest form, with a deep understanding of everything, or so it feels.
+02:37- I can feel my spirit coming back to my body, I can hear bass again, I slide seamlessly back into myself calmly and happily. After this process, I feel incredibly dumb, like if you're dreaming of flying and wake up to find out you've lost the trick to it. I am very much on LSD and slightly feeling the body high of the MDMA.
I won't divulge deeper into the rest of my night on LSD, is it isn't conducive to this report, it was a cookie cutter LSD trip.
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