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On the Other Side for a Change
MDMA & Hash
by tripland
Citation:   tripland. "On the Other Side for a Change: An Experience with MDMA & Hash (exp98696)". Erowid.org. May 7, 2019. erowid.org/exp/98696

 
DOSE:
T+ 0:00
  oral 5-Methoxymethylone
  T+ 24:00   oral 5-Methoxymethylone
  T+ 0:00   repeated smoked Cannabis - Hash


Mr. Happy

It was Friday after a party and me and my friend S were hanging out. Things with drugs are sometimes not so reasonable. At the party I took mdma but I didn't feel too much. So it was Friday and we were at my home smoking tons of hash. When the night came we invited my fuck friend O to come over. So he came and we sat and talked and somehow me and S decided to take mdma again
somehow me and S decided to take mdma again
. I remember it wasn't big amount. So the mdma start working much much better than the day before. I got horny and start to make out with O. The situation is usually the opposite. Usually it's me stuck with S making out or worse with someone. She never really cares if I'm there or anyone else. I was horny and I felt so free I just wanna fuck him and I couldn't care less that she is there too. We invited her to join us in bed but she didn't want to. We were in bed making out and so much more….it was so weird..she was there on my couch watching us like we were actors in porno movie. It was the first time something like that happen to me. It was like I told her 'see u are not the only one who loves sex', after all the times she did it when I was around it was nice to be on the other side for a change.

Well this went on for some time but I couldn't really come or anything. I remember when he put his underwear on it was written on them 'mr happy' and we laughed for some time and since then we call O mr. happy. After sometimes we stopped and eventually O went home. The mdma was on full power. Me and S lie in my bed and talked for hours about our childhood, our parents, it was really deep conversation sometimes even painful but it was therapeutic
it was really deep conversation sometimes even painful but it was therapeutic
. We couldn't sleep so we talked and talked and smoked hash. the sun start to come up so we thought it will be good idea to go outside to be in open area. So we went to a park near my house. I remember we lied on the grass and the sun came up and we closed our eyes and were in perfect peace with the world. It was like a dream, somewhere between dream and awake. We just lie there for some time and hugged each other and it felt perfect. I love this serenity of mdma. Like we and the universe were one.

We kept smoking hash all day and probably went to sleep only in the evening. It was perfect day and the mdma trip was so much better than the day before on the party I will never understand that. Maybe in the comfort of my home it was better place to do the mdma. It was one of those perfect mdma trips and mr. happy is still happy…..

Sorry if I don't remember all the details it was like 9 years ago.

Exp Year: 2003ExpID: 98696
Gender: Female 
Age at time of experience: 27 
Published: May 7, 2019Views: 597
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