DOSE:

6 g

Amanitas - A. muscaria

BODY WEIGHT:

215 lb

I have never “tripped” before, I’ve done other mushrooms, weed, coke, dope and other inhalants in my past, but I have never had this experience.

The night was young and the kids were away, we were trying our second attempt at new visions. I don’t know how to explain it but I guess my imagination has been blurry. Like in 5th grade, I got glasses, I remember always staring out the window but when I got glasses and I could see the leaves on the trees, blades of grass blowing in the wind. Thinking about it now makes me emotional inside of the beauty I can remember and process as an adult.

The beginning was anything but eventful. I thought it was but then it wasn’t, it was boring. It was like 3hrs into it all when I realized that it was.

When I closed my eyes, I could see in detail. When I opened my eyes, I could see my imagination in a visionary way, not as realistic hallucinations but I could imagine in detail what it would look like if it was. Closed eye was a whole new world. With my eyes closed I could see like I just got glasses for my imagination , I could see crisp detail; imagination went from analog t.v. with antenna to HDTV on the most advanced 3D system…. It was fucking weird! It was the most perfect gift Soma could have given me. I was told to ask for what I needed and not what I wanted and I got it.

I do not think I would have handled more. I think this 6g was perfect and next time I will be ready to pass the threshold I was teetering on last night.

The experience was awe inspiring if nothing else. I could see how a person who is lost and knowingly does harm to others could be frightened or depressed by this key. I for one had a talk with myself and it was two sided where I felt I only had control of one voice and the other voice was my Ego. I was in a room and there where two physical Me’s and We held a real conversation. The Me me was Me, but the other me was the all knowing Me (Him). I couldn’t hide from Him (me). If I (ME) tried to trick the conversation to My advantage, He knew better and called Me on it sharing with Me the outcome He chooses.

I will learn (with respect) more from this Key they call Soma!

Exp Year: 2012	ExpID: 98858
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 33
Published: Jul 9, 2019	Views: 1,097
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