The Albino Fox
Mushrooms - P. cubensis & Syrian Rue
Citation: Mubin Lubbert. "The Albino Fox: An Experience with Mushrooms - P. cubensis & Syrian Rue (exp104436)". Erowid.org. Dec 8, 2021. erowid.org/exp/104436
DOSE: T+ 0:00 |
2.7 g | oral | Syrian Rue | (tea) |
T+ 0:30 | 20 g | oral | Mushrooms - P. cubensis | (freebase) |
T+ 0:00 | smoked | Tobacco |
The day after I had picked the mushrooms was a Saturday which was convenient. I woke up that day and ate breakfast, then weighed up just under 3 grams of Rue and 20 grams of fresh mushrooms (I thought this would be good for a first time dose). I ground up the Rue in a coffee grinder and put the powder into a jug, then I squeezed in half a lemon (I had read that the citric acid helps to extract the Harmaline). I then poured boiling water in and let it brew for a while before straining it into a mug and adding honey.
At 11:30AM I started drinking the brew and then exactly half an hour later I ate the mushrooms.
Once I had eaten the mushrooms I got ready to go outside. I rode my bike around the fields until I found a nice tree to sit under. By this time the effects of the Rue were kicking in and I felt strange. It was a very humid day and I felt overheated and slightly nauseous. Anxiety began to creep its way in and I wondered what I had got myself in for, I rolled a cigarette and sat with this frame of mind for what must've been about 20 minutes, then things started moving.
As the effects washed over me they also washed away the doubts and worries and even though the visuals were rapidly intensifying, I felt calm. Open eye visuals (OEV's) were warpy and fast moving and the longer I looked at one thing, the more interesting they got. I was reminded of the effects of smoking Changa. Closed eye visuals (CEV's) were mind blowing, again, faster moving than usual and complex 3D shapes and patterns formed almost instantly. Snake like creatures slithered across and tribalistic faces rotating on what looked like totem poles were but to mention a few things I saw.
After a while of sitting down I decided to test the water and stand up, all my muscles felt weak but I could walk fine. I decided to go for an explore so I put my stuff back in my bag and picked up my bike. (This all took a while because I had to keep reminding myself to get on with what I was doing.) As I was pushing the bike I noticed that I was experiencing auditory hallucinations as well. when the bike slowed down due to long grass, everything else seemed to slow down, it sounded like a record stopping then starting up again as the bike sped back up. I decided to ride the bike, this was really fun, as I moved foreword I saw ahead of me human shaped outlines like crop circles in the grass, which stayed in the same place as I rode past.
Eventually I found myself a more wooded area and sat down under a young oak tree. as I sat there, taking in the experience my mind drifted to memories of friends and family. I felt an amazing sense of inner peace and happiness, as well as a connection to something ancient beyond belief.
I felt an amazing sense of inner peace and happiness, as well as a connection to something ancient beyond belief.
I sat there for a long time, sometimes with my eyes closed. When I stood up I looked out to the field next to where I was standing about 20-30 yards away stood a creature, It was like nothing I had seen before here in Sussex, England. At first I thought it was a cat, but it was bigger than your average house cat and it's ears were huge. It was Bright white and fluffy, with a long bushy tail. it looked more like it belonged to the dog family than anything else. Then it noticed me and it stood staring at me for a while, I did the same, It's ears pricked up, This confirmed to me that it was wild, then it scarpered. I could see it running for a while before it's fluffy tail disappeared over the hill. I was startled, I knew this wasn't a hallucination, it was very real.
I spent the next half an hour messing around on my bike and wandering joyfully what on earth that mysterious creature was. When I got back I looked online for the wild animals of Sussex, and one picture of a fox made something click. The fox looked just like the creature I had seen except for the white coat. I came to the conclusion that I had seen an Albino Fox. I lay down feeling like I could burst with happiness (this is coming from someone who till recently was on antidepressants). I listened to the chirping birds outside the window and watched the room swirling around in a very gentle but DMT'ish way until the effects wore off.
Of course you could say that seeing the Albino Fox whilst on Psilohuasca was nothing but a mere coincidence, but I believe there something more going on there, something unexplainable.
Note: The effects of the trip did not last as long as I had read they would though I can't say exactly how long they did. It felt like it lasted as long as I needed it too.
Overall an amazing experience.
Exp Year: 2014 | ExpID: 104436 |
Gender: Male | |
Age at time of experience: 20 | |
Published: Dec 8, 2021 | Views: 606 |
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