DOSE: T+ 0:00	1.5 g	oral	Mushrooms - P. cubensis
T+ 0:20	0.5 g	oral	Mushrooms - P. cubensis

BODY WEIGHT:

160 lb

Mushrooms and Schizophrenia

Hello this is my Golden teachers mushroom trip. To give A little detail of my experience with drugs, I have previously smoked marijuana for ten years (I havent in 8 months). I have tried many other drugs, but am currently sober. As of mushrooms I have had 3 previous mushroom trips in my life and this is will be my 4th. The reason that I decided to try mushrooms is to have a better understanding of my schizophrenia and in search of spiritual exploration.

8:30pm:

I am in A stable and calm mindset. I am feelinh ready for the experience. I ate about 1.5 g of golden teacher mushrooms

After eating I feel oddly comfortable and at peace. I feel warm even just a couple minutes afterword. I am listening to dermot kennedy - Outnumbered.

8:50pm:

I ate the other .5 grams

Within the next 20 minutes my body started to feel very heavy (almost like A very strong body high from weed) that made it hard to walk. I had to sit down. I felt A large amount of preasure around my body. It honestly felt like I was dying but I knew it was because of the mushrooms.

An hour later at about 9:50pm I realized that I could feel the energy or entity that was causing my disorder (Schizophrenia) and memory loss.
It was like an invisible energy.
I could sense my thoughts and bodily. Processes. This invisible energy was surrounding me and blocking the creation of thoughts by creating mental blockages. I than lost track of time walking home. I returned home at around 12pm. [12am?]

I was then hearing voices, but I felt like they were real. I think it was an effect of the mushrooms. Within the next hour or so I started to hear 20 or so different voices. It was like they were outside talking. It was very unorganized voices and were speaking in an undisorderly fashion.

I heard voices crying and worrying that I was very far away and talking about me not understanding whats going on or saying that I have no clue.
I heard some voices saying that they love me.
I heard voices coughing and asking for cigerettes.
I also heard sponge bob.

I then decided to get some sleep.
I found it difficult to sleep and was up till 3-4 am.

What I have experienced was very similar to the states of psychosis that I have had while in states of schizophrenia. It was definetly An important realization that has taught me pivotal information about my illness. I was prepared to have an ALTARED MINDSTATE.

Exp Year: 2024	ExpID: 118434
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 29
Published: Nov 1, 2024	Views: 16
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