DOSE:	4 g	oral	Mushrooms	(tea)
	Repeated hits	smoked	Cannabis	(flowers)

BODY WEIGHT:

180 lb

I was at my friend's house and we were both sitting around bored as usual. When the idea strikes me "Let's do shrooms!" And why not? Every time I've ever tried shrooms it was spectacular, I'm talking greatest time in my life experiences. So I propose the idea and my friend (lets call him RH) agrees. So we sit around and watch TV avidly waiting for his parents to go to bed. We then go to his twin brother (lets call him SH) who happens to be the one with the shrooms, and purchase roughly 6-8 grams off of him. One thing about SH is that he enjoys preparing the current substance of abuse for his friends, and enjoys being a sitter, perhaps just because he wants to see his friends fucked up.

SH begins to prepare the shrooms by grinding them up a bit more and boiling water. After the water boils SH pours the water into two waiting cups and then divides the shrooms and places half in each cup stirring and then giving the cups to myself and RH whom are growing increasingly anxious.

The only way I could describe the 3 of us at that moment was RH and I as two foolish young children on a roller coaster waiting for the roller coaster operator (SH) to pull down the lever and get the show on the road. RH and I finish the shroom tea (which was quite disgusting might I add) and I can feel my body tingle equivalent to the roller coaster climbing up for that first big hill, SH gives us a small grin as if to say 'goodbye you fucking idiots'

At first it was great, everything was totally funny the walls were breathing, I could feel myself getting higher and higher. At that point the three of us decided to go outside and smoke a few bowls of pot. RH and I were planned to walk around after we finished the weed with SH. But halfway through the third bowl, bam, it hit me and it hit me hard. I walked back inside to my friends house, and felt totally lost I had no Idea where I was, and I had known this place since I was a small child. Then I began to get worried because I was only about 20 minutes into the trip.

I walked around the house for what seemed hours but in retrospect I realize was only minutes looking for something that seemed familiar. I found the stairs and went into the basement and flopped on the couch. Soon RH and SH joined me. RH at the time was still not too bad, and SH was high on the weed. Suddenly SH looked at me and asked me how I was doing. I just sat there balled up on the couch and a minute later I replied in a barely audible voice, “help me”.

At that point I was rapidly becoming more and more fried. I felt too heavy to move. I was having unbelievable auditory and visual hallucinations, the pictures on my friend's mantle place were grinning at me connivingly, and my two friends were engaged in a fist fight while swearing at me. Of course none of this was actually happened, but I couldn't tell. In fact the three of us were just sitting on the couch fucked up. This all happened 1 hour into the trip.

I slipped back into reality for a moment only to realize RH and SH seemed to be engaged in some deep personal conversation, RH seemed really distraught, so I wasn't the only one having a shitty trip, then I fell back into my trip, this time really deep. I thought, "Oh no, I've over dosed!", and then the strangest shit started happening. Beginning with the thought that I had died.

This part of the trip I really can't complain about, mostly because I was too fucked up to have a good or bad time, anyway I became one with everything I was floating I was weightless, I was a part of everything I was pure energy, I felt like I was a part of the sky, I had no concept of who I was or what I was, I was above all that now. Now there was no thought, I couldn't think if I wanted to, all I saw was strange lights, but I could see the lights moving, I was moving with the lights I was light. Slowly everything began to fade. I felt my energy drop back into my body, first actual thought that popped in my head, I remembered I was a human being. I then remembered my name, then all these ideas, pictures and memories flooded my mind, all the things that make me... well me. I remember thinking is this true, am I actually that person??? Was I even born or am I imagining all of this? Then I realized yeah this is true, this is who I am.

I finally am able to open my eyes, RH is acting pretty normal, SH looks over and sees me with my eyes open and says 'welcome back' in a matter of fact tone. At this point I felt kind of depressed and I was still getting crazy visuals, but besides that my mind was pretty normal. SH told me that I had my eyes closed for 2 hours! RH and I decide to go on a walk, while SH completely exhausted from watching RH and I decided to go to sleep.

RH and I talk to each other about our trip, I was quite distracted because I was watching all these crazy neon huge bugs crawling along the sidewalk with us, but it wasn't scary, just kinda trippy. We walked around aimlessly for an hour or so, (it must have looked strange because it was 3am on a weekday) and finally head back to his house. I stumbled to the couch and lied down watching the visuals slowly disappear, and finally fall asleep. I didn't have any dreams that night and was awoken by my friends father a few hours later, it was 6 am and he was off to work. The walls were still breathing, but other then that I did not feel high.

RH and I spent the day doing nothing we were mentally exhausted from the trials and tribulations of the night before. That day I thought I had given myself brain damage, but that feeling went away a few days later.

Exp Year: 2002	ExpID: 13936
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Apr 22, 2021	Views: 730
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