Post Trip Recurrence with OCD Diagnosis
Mushrooms
Citation: John. "Post Trip Recurrence with OCD Diagnosis: An Experience with Mushrooms (exp32509)". Erowid.org. Apr 23, 2004. erowid.org/exp/32509
DOSE: |
3.5 g | oral | Mushrooms | (dried) |
BODY WEIGHT: | 155 lb |
This wasnt scary at all, I couldnt wait to show my friend. He of course couldnt see or hear him but I soon forgot about that anyways. His walls are all made of wood and stained. The stains on the wall all looked like Jesus with a goatee and long hair. He has a stained glass window with a deer couple and a river and two trees. I looked at it and immediately knew the story of the deer. I told him their names and why one was mad at the other. I started playing piano but soon all the keys formed into one big one. So I picked up a guitar and started playing Kansas, Dust in the Wind. Soon after I couldnt see the strings, so I played a xylophone for awhile. It was a good ass time. I could go on for hours. Basically, it was the best time of my life. As I was coming down from peaking we smoked about 3 bowls of weed.
But, because I have OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) my brain always wants consistency. If things arent always the same I get very agitated. Its difficult to explain but if you have the disorder you know what Im talking about. Anyways, every time since then when I smoke weed the effects of shrooms are brought back fully, including the dilated pupils, and even the length of the trip. It has been about 3 months now and it still happens fully. This is because the OCD brings it back everytime because thats what it thinks it is supposed to do. Its quite nice actually. But, after about 30 times I had a bad experience so I have quit.
Exp Year: 2004 | ExpID: 32509 |
Gender: Male | |
Age at time of experience: Not Given | |
Published: Apr 23, 2004 | Views: 13,065 |
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