The Sorcerer's Explanation- Initiation
Mushrooms
Citation: Ras Tafari. "The Sorcerer's Explanation- Initiation: An Experience with Mushrooms (exp38745)". Erowid.org. Mar 14, 2018. erowid.org/exp/38745
DOSE: |
smoked | Cannabis | (plant material) | |
3.5 g | oral | Mushrooms | (dried) |
BODY WEIGHT: | 78 kg |
Then, one day, I fell in love. It was a kind of manic agape in which I emersed myself for three months without the object of my love. 'There is no completeness without sadness and longing', don Juan. Then the great release occured.
'I see a darkness, and the 7 Atl'aman, and there was light.' Prophecy of the Nameless One.
It was New Years Eve 2000-2001 and there were 7 of us.
I ingested 3.5 grams of magic mushrooms, which took me about half an hour. Before that three joints were passed.
I sat cross-legged on the edge of a mattress, which we put on the floor so it would be possible for some of us to lie down.
Then something shoved a energetic star (assemblage point) into my head and, due to the impact, I died.
I remember having wanted to smoke a spliff but was unable to. I just fell on my back, my arms crossed over the chest and the joint hanging from the side of my mouth.
Then, all of a sudden, the room became filled with lava (hallucination) and I passed out, but a part of me was still aware.
Then I had a vision of a bubble bursting and all the space became filled, first with smoke, and then with a blackness, blacker then black. Then the tumbler cracked open my luminous cocoon( Tonal) and my spirit (Nagual) escaped to the stars. I remember having the bodily sensation of enormous heat of the star I entered followed by coldness of space as I moved to the next star. I traveled to three stars in my spirit body.
Then the pressure, the gravity of the universe made me rise from the darkness into a void that became filled, first with a lofty white light, which felt like being sand, and then it became very dense, like cement. Then I had a vision of four beings standing over me. Ah the white light.
Then I had a vision of being in front of a tower, which stretched high into the sky and at the top there was a beam of light emanating from that tower-like structure. The I heard a murmor and woke up fully conscious, feeling like reborn. The whole experience slipped into the unconscious and it took me years to fully comprehend it.
Exp Year: 2001 | ExpID: 38745 |
Gender: Male | |
Age at time of experience: Not Given | |
Published: Mar 14, 2018 | Views: 822 |
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