Hooray for Bad Decisions!!!
Mushrooms - P. cyanescens
Citation: Impulsive. "Hooray for Bad Decisions!!!: An Experience with Mushrooms - P. cyanescens (exp50394)". Erowid.org. Oct 13, 2019. erowid.org/exp/50394
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5 bites | oral | Mushrooms | (dried) |
BODY WEIGHT: | 160 lb |
At this point I was becoming very spacy and confused.
For one thing, the last time that I had taken them (1/16th ounce of broken, dried cyanescens) I had not tripped but only become very confused, excited, and seen some boring patterns. This time I could tell it was different, every few seconds I would have to shake my head to bring myself back in to the real world. I became very disconcerted every time I was passed by a car and felt that I was hearing the noise for an unusually long time before they arrived. I called my friend to see if I still sounded coherent enough to confront my parents when I arrived home. He had no idea that I was tripping until I told him after a lengthy conversation. This gave me heart and I made it home without much more incedence.
When I arrived home I was feeling a distinctly unpleasant body high but was still in near complete possesion of my faculties. I decided that I had to take a shower and (for some stupid reason) do my homework. This pretty much ruined the trip for me so that when I peaked I was trapped in an obsessive, extremely introspective, agitated, and repetitive state. I desperately wanted to talk to someone and I was feeling very physically ill so I told my sister what I had done and told her to tell my parents if I passed out. I spent the next several hours trying to do my homework but repeatedly mis-spelled 'recommendation' and for some reason I decided that this meant I had to start the whole thing over. Also, the entire time I was questioning the merits of my drug use in my head. There is really nothing like telling yourself you're a DEA statistic over and over again to boost your self esteem.
I was just over the peak when my dad told us that it was dinner time. I went downstairs hoping that my parents wouldn't notice my extremely dilated pupils. I managed somehow, though still tripping, to converse normally with my parents while pretending to read the newspaper. I actually spent the next hour talking to my parents, for some reason it was comfortable at the time. Soon the effects were gone. Before I went to sleep I smoked another bowl which brought the effects back to some degree and was rather unpleasant.
The next day I felt very foggy and burnt out until the afternoon and after that I felt better. I am very confused why I tripped this time and not before. Maybe I just have a tolerance to psilocybin and needed the higher dose... Who knows?
Exp Year: 2006 | ExpID: 50394 |
Gender: Male | |
Age at time of experience: Not Given | |
Published: Oct 13, 2019 | Views: 1,161 |
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