Citation: daytripper. "Constant Realizations and Epiphanies: An Experience with Mushrooms, MDMA & Cannabis (exp80199)". Erowid.org. Dec 13, 2019. erowid.org/exp/80199
I'll start by saying I have a few diagnosed mental problems including major depression, generalized anxiety, and social anxiety disorders.
Through a few miraculous moves I received a half ounce of mushrooms, a deceptacon triple stack ecstasy, and a quarter of $400 an ounce marijuana.
A friend came over early to smoke. When he got here we smoked a couple bowls and I chewed up the MDMA. It was extremely bitter and sour, and I almost spit some of it out. I swallowed all of it and after a couple minutes my tongue felt as if it was shot with Novocaine and a bit of my gums were numb as well.
After about 30-45 minutes, I felt very buzzed and excited. Movement was very appealing and entertaining. I couldn't stop talking and for some reason I couldn't stop rubbing my leg. The best way I can describe it was a very euphoric speed buzz. After a couple hours of feeling this way, my friend and I went to his place to smoke and hangout with some people that were there. After about 2 hours (Approximately 4 hours after taking MDMA) I packed a bowl for a few friends and I prepared my friend's and my shrooms. I took about 3 grams for me and 2.5 for my friend. We ate them with some Doritos, which I think is pretty funny in retrospect. They were dry and had a very bland earthy taste. Their texture was disgusting in my mouth but the Doritos blocked most of the taste. After a couple more bowls, 20 minutes after taking the mushrooms, my friend and I left the garage we were in and headed inside. We headed down to the basement and watched some television. Honestly I don't even remember what we were watching because we were talking to each other most of the time.
About 45 minutes to an hour after we got to the basement, we started to feel a little like we were floating. Objects were distorted and it was quite hard for either of us to walk. We sat across from each other, confused, looking around the room as if it were alien to us. Soon I began to feel a great sensation in my toes and in the top of my head. Thoughts were flowing so vividly and my consciousness was very warped. I was very confused but relaxed. The feeling in body was the best I've ever had, I wanted to live in this forever.
I was very confused but relaxed. The feeling in body was the best I've ever had, I wanted to live in this forever.
After an hour or so of this coming up feeling, we walked upstairs.
This is when the magical conversation happened. My friend and I sat in his kitchen. It was very late, but we had a very skewed perception of time so it really didn't matter. Soon after we got upstairs, my friend and I started discussing existentialism and sociology. I've never felt so passionate about this subject in my life. We were talking about how we thought the drug would change how we would think forever, and so far that is true. We felt as if we had been so ignorant before discovering this drug, and we were finally at peace with our bodies and mind. After several hours of this magical conversation, I had to head home. I walked home alone, still feeling a great buzz from the mushrooms. I got to sleep after an hour of laying in my bed and woke up with a completely different perspective on life.
All in all, this was the best drug I've ever taken. I was in a very comfortable environment with someone I respect and know well.
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